14 May 2009

same names

;lakg837://

tell me what's good for you.
what's good for the world.
smiling at amusement.
shining at times.
yet at first.
odd and outnumbered.
shackled to answers.
beguiled. destroyed. elixir.
unanointed again. and again. and again.
unackowledged.
skipping as fleeting aslice inward shard innard turn inertion.
first insert it. your turn. a knack, a nasty knack on it.
hit. hick. hurl hurt served heard anerve inert under obvinannonnn-nape.
already allowed never to liv tune a true toon too alive.
to ascribe tonight knives alleviate naypor alline needer nap an nancerog gurflush
shush shhha name and safe saving for second skin.
nimble and announced. blurred. toward hermitage.
basking an askessen ash sash. actually half-hashishin in shambles ashamed.
reassembled so blown unshielded as sheeting and kneeling beside an axe
half stacked on other stack of make believe masters fust mixing in askin to catch wind..away! AWAY!

.
seemingly strange
arranged in pretty patterns

26 March 2009

what became of combing

kg9i2388://

darkened dodger
for clothes serve serenity
tell no one you were here
to trace along story

for fear begets uncasting
of innards to sancture
they grant you alarm
i grant you an armistice

now to your choosing
now forward toward sleuth

what is it that keeps one keep ticking?
what boils beneath fight quite icy seas?

quiet your mind
or duck under holding
i'm folding your methods
till then

15 January 2009

day old avarice

kjag82://

water wing cracked
powdery dost goes
poof
whence retracting
woof close
much dust
an explosion
to tooth
toward fang
on anger

and what can live inside itself?

an angle of languish
burnt ceiling
fresh mist
cost of clinging

with holes
waft wholly

20 November 2008

new coin

lkf82://

chirp fraught out sharpas
ring sung froth wrangling
these swings bring fangle
creeping elevations
the start

fort grey wind stinging
roth sizes tomb doubling
then nothing
then something

stunt harangue muted
soft repetition for finishing
sun less sarcastic
lost stepping yet stirs red emotion
drafted devotion little by logic
a lot by commotion
escaping by night
fettered by day

of course we're aghast

22 August 2008

words for my love

ljkg83://

day of travel begins
hard wind force face scratch
back of throat raising head
now leg now body forms fills to follow
please swallow as i open yes oh please enter me

send me swilling down the well i swim in sensual essence
feel your heart beating brightly
your mind finding sighting
i feel your body focused breathing
braiding breathtaking
raised up
rising to each other feeling needs filling wishes

oh baby! our making is amazing
exploding by exciting on fire tip hot slapped skin slides
yes goes down then up sweaty sideways mouths meeting
nourishing cores comes quality bonding moaning reeling
dreaming we are slipping lips longing luscious we are loving
we are moving every motion in me growing growth emotion
welling feeding freeing feeling
bursting in now out now inside bathing
trails we're paving tracing seeping swelling
seeing seedlings starting sprouting reaching aching

we the season spinning cycles
where our worlds will mix with wildness
slow exploding so we watch it
like waterfalls washing each other
waves of craving blows the wind of living
what a solid base to wake upon

a wink
a hug
wet kiss
on lips
a spark
in mind
alive
in love

07 August 2008

in the shadow of light

ljkdgu82://

screaming
expanding
a wretch
toward reaching

toward wretching
toward reching

step
skid
salivate

watering weary
for wheeling
for failing

now flailing
absconce
anon
abrasived

for a wing thinks otherwise
dull pulling
strange nookery
tucked inside frash wrapping
the quell

sound turnavell worship
death derth
gnash scortching

a wish
a pletter
the elm

20 April 2008

open gates

kjadg82://

corner stone
a whisp of wind
turns poplar leaf
to wrists in raga

one grain at a time
my mind let you enter
to shifting dunes
migrating river

a shimmer
a shade


seeds
eying simply
yes living
yet hidden
life novice
light trellis
all ever
all motion

a thousand fingers
as one
to peel
away pines
so slightly
by one
we mix
vast ocean
with wishes

we sway

some say
the closer you look
the further you are
from mountains
moons
suspended dimension

now
a
flow
into balance
sleeping inside me
and
i want you
to
pull me
into the afterlife
when
the time
is time

i'm open

31 March 2008

hearts

jkag-29f385://

i see you within snowflakes
beautiful ever falling
forgetting futures
alive entwined
our moment
..to taste
breathe
churn
love

26 March 2008

sundrenched spine

l;akdg892://

like mines
we dig feelings
from just under surface
marking indirect core or forever nor never

take time from a lineup
like a fossil tells a story

25 March 2008

i have the maze

mg23789://

struck by simplicity
dreaming sunrise
dripping sky lines
friendship remembrance
embrace
sharp growth
flowing
known

[infinite]

strand thinning
brackish magic
hold disappearing
previously present
can not contact
those without senses

young rise unwisdom
old fell deciding
fresh habits die slowly
stale acquaintance
live brittle

[inside <---outside---> inside]

shelter known home
safety as silhouette
stow stolen memories
still until swollen
sty until drying
simple crack within waning
secrets flood
secret flood planes of mind

16 November 2007

the desert

l;adgkh0-93://

[close up, far away]

one foot
another
other foot
over
over and over
and over and
over

[sifting tear dry, cluster dust storm]

sand wells in cries out leaps up
lasts long enough for seed to send
fresh wish or hear seen key treatise flee
shelf little settle in vain sore akin gentle
frame pain for in n extended stain
seek a who what sigh sign and when not to will us?
well, for one, we sense the well why run dry
know not to tell trellis lest cast best new truthful lust
to tune of two by trust one falls all down get up grow
over other nother another and none there none other than
one there none here
or there or there either

[here, nor there]

nest thirst fast turned
lungs burst ow outward
then inward
then outward
now inward
show outward
how to huddle
stay subtle still
shout shut up
silent in hovel
dire need to be drank
or more rays of confusion
illusion gone along
rise and try it

[askew often, break for bending]

this may part the where
can't count seem to scene
has it how or not has
so long had it been
then lain down in the skin
and forget how to swallow
selling senses for life spaning
seen through a smelling
last chance to get warm
shadow frozen ungreeting
our coffin prepared from
delusional questions

"even done evened out sick mimic listless
it laps at the last of us clinging to lasts of it
fading bits seemlessly sadness while takes us"

[raise head up, feel the vastness]

so i sit and stare
tell tales far unraveling
a lore of mind traveling
of once and again we found friends in the dead like
freshly forged swords hidden in leaves
these nothings are harder than end apparitions
so verge end suspension bend curve to horizon
by broom i mean repeats of fine tuning patterns
of ladders elongated lengthened the line
in time and along with the why i am finding
myself in this place
myself in this place
why i am finding
myself in this place

15 November 2007

aplague

kd927://

scene I
rings form leader [.] star find blind
rise slate ride [.] lied eye crime

scene II
children mine [.] chill den tine
try the lye [.] try to find

[innermission]

scene III
knell to health [.] lull in shell
tell you what [.] sell your ride

scene IIII
i fry [.] i fetch
she lets [.] she nests

13 November 2007

mad nest

f827://

as i breathe in chemical coconut
i am reminded what it feels like
to be entangled with another
yet i laugh in the corner
for no reason at all

sometimes i feel like luck truly flows
other times i feel
a true depth of
stabs in my face
from sculptures gone wild

so i
check up on concussion
make eyes with another pianist
see the vast landscape of future
wonder if she feels that i wonder if she feels

for that
i love repetition
except the burning
old unexpected

so new
i know
who knew?
me, no

07 November 2007

upon entering

lkajdg872://

in here
smoke calm
frought fell
understanding
yet no one is coming
to the rescue

out of slander
or pink chip company
the trade
dark

stage
set
a last whistle
still on limb
without
kiss crust or cuddle

i must admit
i can't seem to find the exit

11 October 2007

chank jonk

akjdg782://

juice bean
dance ban
nice bane
cramp band
salt burn
framp cramp
cram ramp
naam hump
damp month
drunk tank
dunk tranq
ran crayon
rank crang
runk ronk
jungle junk
trunk stank
krunk grain
crumb bank
rung wrong
rug romp
ruk rock
crock cruk
clug clung
slug luck
slump pump
shrug chunk
shunk lung
rub rump
rum ride
tum tied
lump sum
sun song
sung long
low hum
holt hold
colt coal
un hair
one wear
went whote
why when
wan whan
wham whamp
pwam hamp
hand and
ann am
amp pam
pan tan
ten tent
dent ent
dan ant
han hant
had add
dad dant
an tant
tin din
dint did
didn't tid
tad da
del lil
lit lat
lad let
led lent
lend el
len del
wendel what
woah wild

08 October 2007

detach mint

aldkg72://

like a dinner dresser wound
i drape flower over coating
so no one comes back
from the war
we won

no flowing cares
for one surprise
unlike a wretch
lurching golden
searing carriages

fraught illiterally
whip overalls amidst
cholera men
daybreak women
and those without faces

it must go without saying
but i said it anyway
there and now here
we think about you
please stop

he can't

21 September 2007

coal. in calling

lkadfog3972://

grow forn awl crawl
so no journing
fore to pair yourself
with disintegrating tendril
ridding con exception friend
free fiend means nothing now
just finds my mind inescapable
like cuts in the face

while you
park near
park structure
he draws near
to draw sword
i disarm
yet somehow
known new crown
to turn away too late

as the back opens widely
waft of town meat
beats olfactory
to the yellowed tooth
you crumble
you crush
down on concrete
poured in an afternoon
flannel collar felt on
cheek stacked neatly
a shudder of fall air

words of nominal hate
enter scream dream
feasting upon thoughts
like pagan dramaturgy

file under useless

pure and giving up

19 August 2007

hollow house

jf938://

dripping
cold
hidden in shadows
yet i feel presence
crack opening shell
already another
feeding has begun
plan firms surface
frail only
it must have read

the stench of ungrace
to move toward sun sonic
to help the helpless
recognize immediately
from washed skin appearing
to fearless unfairly indifferent
dismissive so i spit and split
with long look goodbye
careful to not turn my back
as i pass through threshold
and with it new lurkers

rarely the case yet
i realize this place
may have always been sucking on souls

i shudder

light a fire for warmth
disappear into the faces

14 August 2007

:( we ):

;lakdg92://

i killed something today
but i'm not telling you
what it was

what was it?
tell me
what is it?

shh....

dance!!
we all now
hold ourselves under
head down contorted
clawing panic
counterpart twitch
until beaming with
which ring despair
we become

:| quiet |:

we become water
a willing death
to live forever
to forfeit every moment
we climb
we dive
we die

09 August 2007

ashamement

;lakdg892://

it is a crime

the way
confidence
masks pale face
of manipulation

all the while
falling for ease
the way
lightning
chains us
together

i call upon
calm bondage
through hail
through fog
to uplift
those left behind

the way
fury
begs companionship
on heels
of broken legs

it is a crime

to not seek
deep seeds
in ways
a mind
won't let itself
dry out alone

calling upon pathways
of solitary atonement
redirecting
the way
indifference
turns heads
like those sold
into slavery

the way
wings
grow old
into
cold avarice

it is a crime

the way
those
left festering
are told
to fend for themselves
to forget suffering
to live within filth
to tear apart soul

allowing further
mellow whisperings
of a core
growing still

helplessly
abandoned

forgotten

31 July 2007

i'm climbing

abhpe06d05://

i fell . what happened?
hit my head . confused
stumbled . darkness
cold earth . damp roots
inner deep place
gasping for air
grasping for balance
fasting for friendship
unlasting sailing
looked up . light
howling . hungry

sat down
gave in
slept
awoke
thought
understanding
decision
action

crawling out hole
clawing in clay
now are climbing
hands over foot
out then upright
on to striding

patient searching
senses opened
further until
rot spotted
no pause
only a
rush inward
stone face
fully engaged
happily resolved

to cut down
all fears
to fell
all obstacles
to fend
all friends
to love
all enemies

by chance comes answers
to questions of consequence
as in 'paradox awaits'
yet one wish is certain

i am coming for you

chanting
death to all hatred
death to predation
death to all who seek destruction

best to give up now
while you still can
before your mind
becomes silenced

forever

is it necessary

,.akjdg72166://

hidden in leaves
..an
omen of peacetime
some call blessing
..but
i must admit
i have missed
mine long time
might be necessary

button been jammed
..and
soon replacing face
..then
sand scrubbing circuits
can be necessary

need can crawl
out of hole
..for
to redig into
cold folding world
..it
could be necessary

..now
circular reasoning swings
snakes to surface
..with
yellow in open
whisp white away

..yes
it is necessary

30 July 2007

dim the dark

kajg27://

in the dark
some ways i see floaters
but mostly in light
i see sparkling eyes
warped through wisdom
days of curiosity

in the dark
we question
and think by candle
afraid to reach into unknown
but mostly in light
we free ourselves of burden
and think of earth's beautiful mother

what happened?

21 July 2007

empty death into my mouth

;lako838t://

i drink life
repeating our oath
with bone rings on soaked bandages
flesh found clawing through stone
air scroll ward weary woman . alift

even spiders can slip
into crush of solar claws
knowing all too well
how to order avengence

a world closing in on hatred
as we wish for devouring
tale spun . tail missing
beneath cowl . whimpers

following ages of experience
we wade into brackish blood
to take the head
to show the children
they are safe again

19 July 2007

the oracle

.kajdg82://

poison
toys in the attic
eggs in my innards
'make me a baby'
she shouts from her other room
i laugh . eyehook elsa entry
rocking chair empty
like mind . needs empty

'make me into something wonderful'
she sighs . knows
the window is dirty
we sip lemonade in silence
my skin feels hot
notice her silver
through haze of coco butter

i tell her of the butterfly
she says 'let her go'
somehow i already know the answers
but i've been sick with thoughts
now dissipated by deep wise eyes
concentrate on keeping the peace
breathing . eating . sleeping
you have great work to do . do i?

i tell her about dad
she is concerned
i fetch tweezers as she digs
in the herbs and oils
the sun comes out behind a cloud
glass sweating . boys yelling on bikes
she wraps it in brown paper
hands to me with cracked fingers
i look at her arm . she pauses

i tell her where i'm at
she tells me where she's at
we fuse . long look
i step out into a breeze
nod to mischief
alive . anew

17 July 2007

surface attack

kajdg72://

as what bursts from chest interred as in as if as it ascent as real as cadmium kernel whirl earliest cay curl or est immation imitation immolated betadyne 8 dane octet ate mine ape mine trip wire white line floss sip cross it

16 July 2007

the arisen

ag0286://

i sweat darkness
as hospital appears
one found fang
under lid
of antiquity

distorted pupils
come teach taunting
eyed up
down
i'd stop smiling
if i had been you

of course, i am not
i am claw from crying sky
arresting hate and sickness
with shred to fervor
love to bursting

shield your eyes
open soul chute
hole two escape
elegant crew closed
ride with golden gaze
toward enemy mind

destroy doing
flow into ruin
path back breathe
halfway then pause
to heal wing and whisper

keep mixing

shine

war face

a,.jdg8726://

i stepped in something
wet
just now

tell into row hole

how to slip it off
come rush crash, was it?
know a raw woeful peel beginning

treat it with
chin up in stare face
of cliff limits call till

coal fall fang warning
we fetch loose explosion
to turn back arrows
from frightened expression

leaping into vapor
alarm darkness

alone

allowed
alive

screaming

11 July 2007

solitarity

;lakgp09t2://

the blessing
the curse
are mine

as always
i breathe

[ in ]

[ out ]

return to
solitarity

<---reappearing act--->

/aljg8727://

it's
looking like

i'm
going to
have to



--->disappear<---



for
this to

|| work ||

as a



<---reappearing act--->

love is a parasite

alg847://

slipping in slow fall
as tiny ones sharpen
teeth on inner bones
i regenerate . contemplate

how to repair a broken ship?

for me with
free breathing
fragile handles
move to not smother all while
distance stretches energy
to two points overlapping
where i wrap my mind
ingest new medicine
write in darkness
off in the light

and while i await real healing
i find my own insides are squirming

lying prone
floating shore
hoping something hungry
from the sea or the sky
will save me from destruction
as colossal eye
reaches seeking from deep
no longer on free food
i think into it's inner mouth

while within...burning . realigning
shift of person
roles to shoal
i now eat from inside the beast
wishing for my cycle to continue
i want love to consume me
i want to be eaten alive
please come for me
please

05 July 2007

painted worms

ag9823yt://

time to realize the deceased will always be deceased

and colors don't come in pairs

they just sort of crowd each other on the colorwheel

02 July 2007

shaded evening

akjg872://

heart pounds head mount
friend fountain line in flowing
unalone in flash wish spark
inside eye to eye spaces
face chased giggle
settle sound hook fine securely
to turn hurt into furling

some say too early, but instantly sighted
earlier curly fine time a blanket of seabed
wow was all i thought of as we wade into each other

28 June 2007

a sash

na0g3h8928://

lift clasp singing...
...swift wing
allong time turns
to earn sure learning
leaning toward oracle
sort of full should, shall,
most edible & unfettered
fell gentle now grasp
full pull let it flow
bask slow soak smile
the shimmer
the glow

21 June 2007

crowd cross cloud claim

a.kjg82://

i plan
i file
i set [in motion]
the purge
as vampires crowd my mind

i stay
so still
i watch [you from]
the shadow
as vampires cross my mind

i will
new way
now stem [to fill]
the raft
as vampires cloud my mind

i claw
and kill
let blood [drain out]
the life
as vampires claim my mind

15 June 2007

hone groan

akg0982://

i am hungry

for the whistles of willows on shimmering sleights
thistlites an allotment of lingering looks turning hookish
now lookit for clear see come close lobe forest
man seed emancilon hammering simmerish illpredding
fresh ant list limb lankerid canckeron hanger song singing

i miss the mess
i mess the miss

14 June 2007

the nothing

;ladg82://

over my dead body
this broke in us
a body hid by us
the both of us

drowned hope
inescapable
burned up
the rest

a fig
fresh branch
in head
finger gesture

lost
less turning
more sores
exposure

where looking
yes temptress
from friend
nor stranger

howl
at flesh
scream
to earth

wash
from sun
wish
with stars

still
no filling
just
falling

vast empty
i search
keep searching
pre void

world all alone
now again
re void
world all alone

scrape scorching
the nothing
i search
the nothing

13 May 2007

start at one

;ladg82://

this time kind a flash of flitting
four flutter mind clashing
for fuck's sake shut the door
she begins the fury as
i realign long nurture

wondering about slives
how to query dust for her
how lare serious teb i fresh
how led up crush gasp air

allow fence toward ward
missed amention fend
dimensional caretaker
low ren chin all bursterary

core curse form esture sing a
third window turn outward toward
bore birds lore fine trying for
send phi fend sigh signs
they find they climb
they rise
they ride they rind

10 May 2007

washed

;lkajdg872://

and now comes the wash
clean lung land near zero sum
fanciful chance bring rung tear outweighed
on a scale of two to turmeric
what is the cost of our dreams?

30 April 2007

starving with holding

kajdg82://

the taste of retraction
line twinge late lick start function
twist of retention
at first no better less best

let in the light
lest we reunion
lay down and fight
long finger consumer

pointing
toward
antiquity

...

until
unshy
the hive

26 April 2007

a sad day

ld9g92://

she sobs
i shed tears

a sad day

16 April 2007

smile on

;kajdg827://

tamarack temerity our bears are fairly careless chairless
hesterburg shite muir a scourge or lair alarmour farming hurt her
goat the getter got it gone way over off mos aural whore's son
orson wander west to lustful wells fro sos of so and so
so yeah at last elasmosaurus fasted first before burst crater
critters crawl to underwood and mine the hindsight sun no setting
shettland shoney net new neeting as enter mesh of chest please petting
freeze! okgo

26 February 2007

i am the sacrifice

kadlgk940-://

to floor we bring down new fruit gazes
yes it is rare gore yet i smell fear
timbre alone with witch enough
first swinging insult to injury
then called to salt an open wound
cleanser better purify bare clarity

the hole in my heart is a heart
soon to be devoured by chemicals

now a past time
fast tense

period experience bloom flower to allow
present pick off stem tight wrong range
slain lain on dresser to die among others
to smother a tear or two track slide pool drop

you hurt me

so now
to protect myself
i must dig out your roots
scrawled by edges
with my claws
to completion

will you rember the day you tossed me aside
like an unwanted piece of trash
will you tell the story of us to another

hmm?

as silence begins to rot
you are no longer beautiful
and you lose what could have been
the greatest bond of your life

you lose, miss
you lose

22 February 2007

waiting to hide

akjdg82://

my heart
is
so heavy
thinking
of what
you
will say
and what
i must do
to
protect
myself

21 February 2007

dagger breath

;ladg9965://

alaskan stagger
i sway in on ocean
clear lives, stripped trees
answers posed closure
open wrong end to end question
test me then, no test

best keep in own interest
shoeless yet sleepful
more pedal an acronym
like pipes frown shorn organ
scowl recall numerous
in humorment stalling for what
i don't know

but i do know that scent
is made from flesh on a vine
procured treated numerous
trample, escape

as i am presenting
correcting lamentary
i pop off the cork
from potions of questioning
an art to unfold
in proper ring rhythm
least to spend moments
digging down into the earth
that's worth a lot to me

so crossroads turn crosshairs
to sharing and caring
colliding, estranging

i make page after page
of infinite schism
ear aches from pain
in the heart
time travel

i feel definitive litterings
will grace my lawn soon enough
forced to decide how much
this life i can gravitate
spending spinning hours
of late natural destruction
the function of healing
is key to the beast
and i treat myself better
when distance is formed
i feel like soon i will sleep

dreams of territory
seemingly cordial
waiting in wing
beetle for handsome
challenge to conquer
living to do
time to sharpen my function

19 February 2007

the dark pearl

;lkadg82://

and she asks 'what kind of girls are you attracted to?'
and i think...girls that are dark

dark skin, dark hair, dark eyes, dark secrets, dark soul
beaming, though, with great energy....shining
shining from the deep with such purity and clarity
that you can see all the way down
where the dark pearl rests at

the bottom of an infinite well
the source of all attraction

breath of earth

kdg-905://

the wind contains all truth
we must turn our heads to receive it

13 February 2007

next please!

gh309476://

88 ghosts to roam wail failing
to some: new sum, old hat, dirt pricking
wind kicks up

fetch the darkness
from one they call doctor
this time please put it
someplace i won't notice
somewhere new notice
tacked to door face
quite an ancillary
quote a napkin larceny
hanging heart for treason reasons
so seasoning is secured by
cutting out down syndrome trees
and saving hung starts
inlet isle of tundra hundred times it
sign the spark up for gap treatment
another rung out wash to the clock cleaning
sunk louse sock lie pet neck screening

next please!

blocks aswetting assuage assessment
gauge and left it lift
shift motive investment
spin quick fore the slap hits
face back to tack tick embedded
bread head shocks to counterclockwise no removal process
sooth with losses in lossless format gypsum live liver spot check
ha ha claws fit fine i guess i'm guilty of shelling
trolling sure bet enroll a glowing hole hope wholeometer
or like a happinessometer or a japanese killometer
all jagged soul shift you want that lump of coal gift wrapped sir?
sure
can you put a note in it?
ok great i'd like it to read

'by the time you read this
you're another moment
closer to your own death'

not very focused
but it gets the point across

12 February 2007

chair gun

;ag93097://

choose gnaw through ropes lieu shoes
clue as to who new gets my goat
faster fresh friend looms next
weave a low fish clamp cloak

leave with nothing
and
don't quote me on that

11 February 2007

grounded ear

jd8277://

splint particle fizzle up burn a sure barn
ankle marble drawl starve will call won't will do
melt fill chew choice asp ole saskatoon bar larp brawl
harm come to hairpiece on the harpist fore the harvest
card the cardist curse the cardinal course the case worst scenario
a belly full of stereo stare down harrier crows and harriet pets
alarm alet let up and leave her alone strange angel
cringe mask pattern slid back under bed unbunked
debriefed ablur blase mare mature air glue churn
sure it made one hundred water with again
air risen hair collide camisole teluride
tell you what

wait

are you listenin?

03 February 2007

sleep in your heart

;ld826://

sweet song of our evening with one morning dove
lilted now into keen ears from a kitten
shown how it could be but still yet the vast

now find myself longing tight calling caresses
new butterflies flitting inside me i feel you
as candle dips slowly phase layer its learning

free subtle confusion clap bone marrow quite dancing
find found one could be this is it the one they keep speaking of
seeping through cracks as self opens to prone

i spy mammoth below causing bubbles to surface
from skin sliding fingertips elbows slide turning
inside churning turbulent feelings of sentiment

so far so sold on vibration in growing
in waiting in transit in layers of peeling
to see through each meeting for core understanding

a landing a lifting alighting my spirit
i'm finding myself within finding your being
inspired to be with you to sleep in your heart

i start
i pause
i sense you

29 January 2007

one overlook

kjadg821://

lug dripping slack fell ring swoop wax swing sex sack setting
shake cedar shank sort by laid low down out mellow tongue
loop rise raising razor can on lantern lose tan shade shan
ann trip tour tally possible fertily earlier erlenmeyer
burlesque left of relative grihastha master shafter
better let her into nasty smooth noose
lester long horse hoof swilling swank aloof
ear canal baby birthing sadie sitting limb lame laughing

lime time
ottoman fast track

train fame parsing portraiture or her flor
sheepskin shaft one laugh for needles
bastian named creature crave creating

name your price
i'll have a head
shame same light
i'll add a lens

laugh at me
i'll wink one over

15 January 2007

bookend both brahman

;lakdg82://

ghost caress smartly

mance frince chost maim clinch close match toast
farce point car anointment toying persnickity chase joint
game war den of fools latched chain main rule sliding
for whom grows gavels been basement angel piercing recipe
poke foam free own man crisp bill tame tummy chair
stood on nothing good for something so and so

chance flannel sheet

jam cigarette signal quell sick puppy pornography
with old granny sold by gross weight retirement photo booth
more favorite swank spot sweet straight sweeping her off at the feet
sort of tart more ingredients grown greedy in interim
'i'm on the floor as it is your honor'
poor shaman practice makes badge poridge habits
for hidden patch grab bag grins lag unfortunate soldier
knoll ask me later old gold told worst west best enemy

spake splendid comments

like that my beatrice clash your face your fish oh fist oh yeah
gas attack crane neck pelican ever can milikan well worth it
burnt bastages rember rolling rock browner die to try for
cow on cow action pack signature glock lack have carrot cap blasting
go on git get gat up ledge ladder a letter best latter of two
bass flaps plod chaps guard crab sculptor misconstrued work
of pasta famed work shown in houston astro whitney dome
alone f4 touch point comb rolled ankle jean sensation
which vivid carpet waft lept industrial library belz
taking no shit but skat on the envelopes

leaf demon no doorman

this is true not one but more open on enemy
crag vision follicle crismon crispy crimson
dada frag five pashtun privilege tiki morph
lording over harmless humbug cater sapphire
pass through hand on way out facing space
no fear except last moment of relevance
par parlimance arlington pituitary time part parlance
far out fence meant to keep best throw rest
toward chest festival mellow chess tourniquet

stay humble wish weed

building all oceans

akg-93h5://

a transfer lightening lightning lichen
akin to travel trying life lope lonely
i like her and now i'm building all oceans
tones turning on all organs fell spine
gets graciously translational ever have her after
why hiding? .wait we we'll get to that whirring

now biding fur quite this end needle a
no clear one wall watch wear what where
me we're war worn wane withering in sight & out to fall into
auto outasong onto overature broken arm harmless charmer
karma words right replace heart mantra flutter
lutz cluft crash clashing cleft cattle miss must make me
i wonder if yes will come speaking of one she aft ever meet
clawful tree maw sawtooth the duh yes it came yes now flowing

yes?

kdg023://

free yourself
of tongue tires
for i will eat all evil
breathe out create warm place
snuggle into as we become late
like space station park dock boat
far heart shaped strange file flight
we will fly on the sparks of our
start something turning

please dance upon me

please come inside
i'm alive living and live
life like cozy brawn bright
candle hand me+you make we
clean create our own smiles
from scratch of pure energy
tap much love to exchange
one most worthy and wise
to this i say good luck
on the spine transfer
let's make simple
together
yes?

08 January 2007

ignorantishion

adkjg82://

boone yon fun fanlonner humid hunt unmonkish behaviour
crave rays or better lock phase whip wish crisp chris czar
mish mash sloth mesh flash fresh fetish hash
crush collapse calamitous aspertine apple wash
salad toss sandwich lichen
set new limb to monitary status
farmer door hinge
bummer start it

14 December 2006

craft cycle

lakg-92://

one pilot bike hole
like it. why? way. yes way
wander now. lust perfondant
animate inane ornament
pan for it. now. no. now
we go. river side. river bottom
we find. tailored soldier mixed solder
make them solid. sell her. who?
a step after stape. we send another
why? way. yes. this way please
fill up olive juice trough kiss coffin
plot of us. on them. or them. who?
this. yes. all of us. not on them though
so. which for why. wish for thinking
wash your animals. wash your eye
what was that? await the aspertine
i want a will. i won't. i would. yes
no? who could it be? ah yes. i see
why now? who smells me? quiet sniffs
without snakes. now what? oh. snakes
it this shifts. wouldn't but should
whisper lift. show lighting. can't lightning
should. feel with hill. peel pill face back
bach track. knock please. cast knock
suck. please whisper in my ear. or my carp
this wheel is a nose. this wheel is a carp
start more suddenly. less about me this time
start with a love poem. start it up again

05 December 2006

bam

g03960://

fun phantom mine pants to the pantomime cant we just mance mincemeat cram lance gentrified crampon chance the fee it be ok once whence we weed out weaping reeds decide to read while breeding breathings choosing trees on treason repeating reaper great grease go geese eaters oh gees these gs jumping fence facing crease racing blood pacing haste me ace in lace up case joint face hate great grate aint no known not like notice nose hit nos yes note never nancer zaph chancery handle me can you cancer hands on handsome hamper fee free sheets hes neat shes feet we all me mean meat meet me maybe main man made meek make meep meep mang me ang me angus hang tree cane me kanji concrete conifer con man isle crete crease creep i will eye all island fees free me of this freaky fate for i am icicle freedom

04 December 2006

very magnet

aljkdg82://

mandate
so charged
ringing into ear socket fresh eyeslet
mesh on the starlet
par for the coreset
nearly ready to be slow alone solitary
then zip out back of knee cries minimetal
so many bits brought for framing
lovely paining pay saintly paintings
phase shift

every day we will keep climbing
stranging until we no longer strangers
keep the core of less mess and what learning
this time is come this lend is some thin faint

i wish for washing but keep scrubbing inside
needs down until shiny surface residing
begins to shone through tree cloud wrapturings
wings buffett renourishing blessed blush face
turned saintly flush upon one whimsical whispering
crisp christening mixed fixtures now blood listens

too late?
no never
too sweet?
no never

to wait?
yes wait
to love?
yes love

28 November 2006

tire

lkjp98r://

i bide time
as sky
melts down
around me

27 November 2006

lips = jupiter

a;lg92://

jupiter is my lips
my lips are jupiter
there's a dark spot on jupiter
jupiter my lips
my lips are like jupiter
there's a dark spot on my lips
jupiter make lips
my lips made of jupiter
this lips this jupiter
a dark spot on jupiter
there's a dark spot on lips
these lips are on jupiter
my lips are like jupiter
my jupiter my jupiter
where my lips are there's jupiter
a jupiter my lips
another dark spot on jupiter
another lip turned to jupiter
why the dark spot my lips
why my lips are now jupiter

on way to your heart

;lakndgo82://

blart fur dart work car start corpse park
dom short men just back right look seek see
fan free fanciful french turned freedom tickler
i see you

can i blush when you say love
can you say it more slowly so
i can watch your lips form an
enclosure of like hovel den in

many men your pocket
i see already from approach
like pathway i've found where castle is
or at least where you keep ringing me

bells now quite singing i'll sing you sweetly
just find time of day
is it still cloudy out or shall i apply for a sunspot?
perhaps enormous jungle isn't as rotted as we thought

i've been far another continent great sailing vessel
had to swim back when they confiscated my trouser trappers
cold sea indeed a freeze still liquid
landfall view far before i got there

perhaps we should tell him now this land only an island
yes...ahem. you're about halfway there sir
merely an island you will return to if you make it far enough
however, this isn't your destination today

yes i'll keep swimming not so bad once i got the hang of holding fins
and lapping rain from sky turning lungs into wings
indeed i made it quite safely to landfall once again
this time continent stability why i able receive your voice in good faith

much much i have thought of you thought of us great circles righting ripening returning
now you sung me close within your castle tracks
so i write to say on my path to your heart
picture long rows fruit trees glistening greens

soon i will knock
are you ready?
am i ready?
are we ready?

18 November 2006

play's over

;agh27309gv4el5://

even if it's necessary
your silence really hurts
i know it shouldn't
and that i am stronger
than you could imagine
but somehow i think i care
more than i care to admit
even though i've admitted it
quite clearly to you before
i have shared a lot with you
much you have shared with me
and if it had been me you met just 3 times
you would swim across the ocean to find me

i had no delusions of us together as lovers
even when i started to really feel your presence
but i did think we would continue as friends
which sort of puzzles me when i think about it
as if the whole world knew the secret i wasn't in on
but that's ok since i'm not here for secrets anyway
so now i'm thinking what now? solo island adventure?
and i guess it's time to start compiling text
this is an interesting ending at least
but just know that between me and you,

you lose.

play's over
go home

erase me

akdg92097://

here's a start

i'm starting to get it
as one wish wishes to study quantum mechanics
another reads it and questions in silence
while one receives text then refolds plastic
the other sits quietly in front of fire
contemplating shells of understanding

i'm starting to get it
as one wish washes away buildings and bridges
another wants nothing more than communication
while one prepares for incoming obsession
the other observes furtive movement fenceward
on the edge of a safe standard distance

i'm starting to get it
as one wish fishes in the dark with bare hands
another begins to realize their clouding of the other
while one fears failure and rejection more than god
the other fails by intention from beginning
aware of rules yet interested in the mixing

i'm starting to get it
as one wish flashes like fish in the pan
another stays quite close to mission position
while one pours love out of sight ever changing
the other pulls sights off of love begins changing
to realize that everything only has a purpose because we say so

i'm starting to get it
so i wonder at the window
about what another's thinking
and until i've perfected mind reading
i'll be reading up on breathing and erasing

snap

;ahg0-3yu77://

fabulous faberge nebulous negligence turned nevermind neglige
with all due haste i cast conical goat on the groaning swollen organ
somatic home pipes phone fries as poem tries to trade secrets
with the beagle ramparts percentage second hand food clothing shelter
ticking down smelt her belt removed for threatening mezzanines
but without the magic broach she's just a welter weight
so sit back straight and let it take you as she comes
undone fun noodle fantasy sketched in hand inboard outreaching
i'm an outboard motor or maybe a little bit of an i/o
pillow fight still on the list of things to do today
above crossed out crew cut newspaper headline
sideband elastic reading screaming section
may i are you done with that fleck of lead paint
no i don't mind the double dipping hip swing
set section of the gaming store force field
i'm implored empowered allowed to devour
devoid of the tower annoyed in the shower
cause there's no pad and paper to scrape down
great thoughts will i remember oh sorry rember
canus lupus familiar error air of the throne
the princess shares with me heat pheromones
care to dance alone yeah i noticed you are married

17 November 2006

digital pharaohmoan

;adlg9825://

tributaries of obsession
quest set out
sent surrection
i will collect you
i will infect you
we will be locked
in love talon
contest fessing
each own wishes
yet for another
and here not even
so the breathing
oven turns to freely
moving shoulder
brethren
lean on me
hold me
stream my inner being
i fend for everything
i want you
now my application
say it
yes
you said it

16 November 2006

a poem

;lzkdgo82://

everyday
profound
in ways
i did not foresee
others seem to teach me
new ways of being free

when time this comes
the day to call it
please make sure
they do mark the time
i am a few bits pixel packs

when i am no longer
one weeping able
make sure i
find the climb

thumbs and making
i am the naked
i am a lightning rod

i am clod otis odd i'm trodden
i am aloud a modest shot

i am configuration

14 November 2006

open wound

;andgo812://

beautiful plumage
a tomb wrapped lucid looming loosened
who is who move in make moon skin mad for you
news of while i'll pole all poll much of most homonym
cannoli ghost whispering hesitant visiting eatery
heated argument beat on me peasants hence thievery
quiet on another front of mixup mud man mushroom stunts
money monday mundane montain mountain mount in now let's ride it raw
whip it yeah sing flapjack rally shaft hackey sack pallet craft
customizing pointless rescue rafts redundant hungry hunkered down
thanks for the ask i'll pass though best to keep all steady on the fast
and crass of course a crash course coarse lip service coerced
coaxed slammed in the door
allure is so alarming
charming yet damning
dining and swinging
fences at bringing
a branching to now
be well
i can smell you

08 November 2006

life in death

;adlg9yu1://

it is with great care
i write on this occasion
as i travel underground
following stamped symbols
and quick escapes

i write because i can
because soon i will
no longer write you
please don't worry
you'll still be able
to read this

pondering new shapes
live active as in self
autonomous yet connected
searching for what comes next

some say that life is suffering
until release of bodily bondage
that birth is made of mourning
and death breeds celebration

my scars return to surface
striving toward light like sunflower
reaching out to sun
for warmth and understanding

when i think of it
everything seems so alive
reflection turns to building
back from all seemingly destroyed

death is coming for us all
best to let it eat you alive
like a wild animal offering
the cycle the cycle

07 November 2006

collapse recollecting

aldgo8921://

closer than wound closure
i fell into firing line
amid mess mind
mine ... an alibi
bound in body
sigh slight

i mostly dislike tuesday
whole host of other hobblers
best to not get into
until momentary holograph
collapse recollecting
staff pause penetrate
pesto 1 x 9

poor ring
it doesn't
such a sore thing
i couldn't
much to do
i wouldn't
would you like
it isn't

fine and pleasant
pain where my back was
now losing
i sew up the feeling
of news on our new skins
and sink back to mineland
until another
floats prime

friend of eyestalk
keep your eye on the station
i swallow the burden of love

29 October 2006

mirror image

njdfp954y2://

the only person you're killing
is yourself
when you're old

18 October 2006

closed path

a.,jdbgi82://

bacta tank cashier sunk the crank quick lit it hit it to get inhibited
hidden blink wide way while this sideline remains lined leaded with edgy shrubbery
do you love me?
or should i say do your remains still have feelings for
this healing eel real not imaginary hard target heart earned artery
i see your cart's full of the bull feet the cul freep cur yelp yeah try it a creep on me
dare ya to try and heap it on accomodated
sweetheart of the song tra bong hung along grim at the grill
while from the picnic blanket vantage it appears you're stuck betwixt the tsongs

i saw the street turned into a small stripe on the striper's hip
i might just decide to take a detour on this road of life leading at best to a better death
i built a nest would you could you hydroplaning in the rain of intelligence
or at least into the brackish swamp where penguin rats breed stuffing up brain bilge pump pipe
pillage hump goods back in time once shun made with real village
hate round about came caused killing halibut no ifs ands or alegories
category 7b i'm afixed and transmogrified patience to wait for it
pay for you smile and while i expect nothing in return
it's not because we've set up some sort of section an erection
of complexity hexed grade double a made new demand an imaginary
hatchery of ideas destroyed in the brainstorm but not eliminated
just blown to somebody else's land but nobody lives there
hmmm...
'then it must be owned by god' you say to yourself
instead of simply admitting 'i'm not sure'
except the old text tells you otherwise while
seems someone else took it out of context already for you
to easily digest once your social feeding tube has been forcibly inserted
[choke]

wake up!!

'with poetry my mind i flex'
that's a quote look it up here's another one
bunt cake panhandling on the menu tonight will you order it?
from all my word talk you might think i work in the food industry
just hinder me by demanding a new brazilian wax sculpture must be created
using only simultanious corporal punishment fixins and hand puppet imagery
land savagery a cabbage beast i came twice in the back of the submarine
clubbing theme is as old as the baby seal in the sea
while they broke the seal rushed in and started clubbing all the wide eyed marines

careening off course i'm divorced from the notion of hoping for another one
but still keep the senses open and rev up the coping mechanism
lever advantage a heavy reverand heaving having heaven on the have you had it
how'd they do that? by that i mean how do you break the habbit?
land it right after observing it flip and spin like a spine beneath you
and be ok with the notion that you are suspended and really...unneeded
mundane greevige mixed in with sheepishness as the camshaft turns and crunks again
to lead a new spark toward your new found path of glory
treasure trail i think is what they called it back in the old country
can you again lead me by your soft hand through this tangled barnacle party
always asking me how many drinks do you want do we want that
where's their tech at on the map i kept should we bomb that let me hit that
i caress your neck with my lips purely as personal distraction
from destruction you eliminate all but a pretty prize for seduction & suction
yep we're friends and i hope it never ever ever ends it will
in the mean time i'll take two sips and please pass me the pills
[gulp]

wake up!! wake up!!

15 October 2006

make it half

;lakdgho8y2://

back in it
embattled within shallows
surreal stole stallion
now hiding in the shadows
million pill strung
like fanciful curtains
drilled then hung
like sue aside shores

why do i fall in love with impossibility?

and gasp past first pitch sludged sap flacks retracted for entirely reenactment
garotte face pace ship passing offer spring cinched phase space
belaced listy make kiss kiss model in town temperamental old ear
hearing specks on the windows to my innards

is this another test?

04 October 2006

captain answer

alkdjbgi72://

capital glutonship
shape up nape alms alanon seed
sanded to promote growth

padded destroyer of hope
happening
elapse with a ring
of cap maluable clinch
what a conch

to pick on lip up lake street
suck up last lacluster
carbuncle allocated
hate to the had a hat
never it hash and shush
stash it in amnesty

you're a cam shaft
blistered by a nun
practically proud
aside it is the
price you pay
and the pain
you get
is a receipt
of failure

burnt by the darkness and stillness of indifference

i need

al;kngo82://

i need
a pear to feed on
a chair to sit down
a stair to climb
a flair to bring me up
a lair to fall back in
a dare to get wild upon
a ware to trade up
a share to be with someone
a hair to split thoughts
a glare to get shot from
a tear to look through
a fair to celebrate
a bear to big hug
a swear to punctuate
a scare to salivate
a flare to singe me
a care to vascilate
a wear to cover me
a heir to pass it
a blare to wake up
a square to smoke up
a spare to tuck away
a mare to take me away

02 October 2006

love

a;lkdngo82://

love begins as a butterfly flitting inside your stomach sending wings up into the brain to interpret overload sensory input foot down loud love screams when you find it and goes running through woods chased by shadow known as lover who catches up with you and tumble down snap together as one while love is like a glove enraptured more than any blanket as discovery and feeling fuel love into a fire singed ever in bed peacefully dreaming of your love while she watches you sleeping turns her head turns light out and lilts two kisses to your cheek you resurface and smile hold her hand snuggle awhile as you rember what you learned of love and attachments as a baby her hair like mom's long black long ago with beautiful face then you drift back into space asleep now true love is an emptiness in form filling thrilling yet calm at every moment poems a travel cabin books read aloud wild eyes at the thought of both of us alone wordplay sexplay mindplay new adventures fantastical stories dominoes music and documentaries fine eating creating art in the lab lay me down next to the fire to retire and grow old together but spires start as a grain of sand in the oyster eye even when there's no reality or closure for the jealousy close the door but the frame has shifted asked for help me reach this chop the vegtables mind the violence made the bed laid in it layed baby cup smoking stared at black horse sculpture turquoise birthday greetings planted seedlings swapped diseases growing festering blessed now we discovered leasings vows believing too strong beliefs missing a benefit of doubt and now the shouting seething slamming knots deep in the gut badly in need of serious kneeding counciling therapy rules let's try some regulations advice talk through it agree to disagree get patience patients in the hospital of love living together sharing so much of eachother but tearing at the other now a tear drop staring blankly at the wall when you came home alone and noticed the fish for her was dead and the wind had knocked her plant to you off the sill cracked off the parts of building many segments in the game of love big giant bell had to be rung by both a failure of neither but a failure of what was built between parts rotted overtime but time had to be called before someone fell in the river once the water dried for the ropes now cutting letting the bridge drop into the darkness each of us wave goodbye across the gorge as the gap begins to widen and the map begins to crumble and your mind forgets then reassembles pieces of your past four years of journey as you bawl it out and out and out and out you shout you scream you beg you plead you plead for the hole in your heart to stop gushing all your blood out onto the floor into the cracks down onto the earth filling up every reality blood flows in the windows all over your naked body up into the sky fountain out into space everything you see you splash you swim you try attempt to tread thick red its red in endless red flailing slip under grasping slipping sinking deeper eyes closing open lungs closed burning furnace no more oxygen kicking lashing out at nothing as everything floods into your mind pounding at the lungs pounding pounding pounding until you burst inward and suck thick in blood drown yourself to death you flow relief begins to tremble as sadness starts to clear to part you feel a warm tone in the brain sort of singing backwards tunes sweetly and you realize that it's been blood all along and you can breathe it and at the bottom of this despondant ocean there are other creatures you didn't really notice before because love has a crazy way of blindness which binds us and seeks us in finding no matter where we are or what kind of mind is in us it seems to be a simultaneous blessing and curse of course now that i've been along the long journey back home now rested warm blankets quietly thinking by the fire i begin to prepare butterfly food to put in my stomach as i get set to set out on a now possible new adventure of love.

27 September 2006

aphid in hiding

ajdg098y21://

fond of something not intended for solving
i toast to the trinkets hung ice hole herring
thanks for sharing
and shaving
it wills walls to choke out flat sadness
for failing quick to justice
they become quicker the judged
then fed to ground plants until
i = stillness

so to counter a slack
in the mist known as mind sprays
i say things like
'i am a goat while you are a member of parliament'
when in reality
you are a chaperone and i mulch among thoughtfuls
not to be confused with
you are a moat while i am a lens of contempore

which begs new questions
such as
are there is up ahead?
asked from behind gale glass

[ enclosure ]

to guide another lesson
from navigation to you
as pedestrian
i am unfurbished thought
reordering props internal
bearing answers of edibles
raising questions for charity

honestly
i cared for the capsule
as long as i could
but in the end
i am a tear singing
while
you are a foal pelting

23 September 2006

plus we're

adlkgno82://

gliding back from thailand
i find
all lines blur into
c(old) core collapsing
as we die of
digital exposure
||.|

coast on coats

a;lngo8y2://

fold pot preached cold shallots
as gills suck in another elbow piece
i fell asleep at the wheel
'glass ship' became our new moniker

now it rains within this soul
almost every time the cannon fires
and fire remains the only part
i hold up to the sky

to learn new words
and new sets of like furs
like clicks of the watch
i keep an eye out for family

22 September 2006

hey yeh

gn0928://

...yeh you

face the facts
your mast is massless
wind not known
so pin up new
cat facsimiled coat
one second to none

ahem...

time to fess up
unless you've split
moments just before drops
in which case
do flies equal dead horses
egg courses
through coarse vein
and
of course your name
pings
hammering down on
anvil mind

you fucked up
fifth casket
has to be rebuilt
and now we have
retraced paths
into the apple
you
offered up

sly but sheeping
crack of smile
light.....inhale
sight crackles
lacks of sparkles

your heart races
as i
erase your face
from my heart

19 September 2006

now pull out

a;klng982://

pan tine time change
rescind decline god's whispering diaper
sliced ipe hideaway along this way we recline
goose down hey bed base said as a start
'we're closing our clothesline section'
qualitatively we laid and left likewise

i forget but this is sill leaving a beating
of sidewalk fame and cornered fortune
leave your straps undone and weapons on layaway
pain a said number humble post humous luminally
while we care to craft castle weaving class
outside normal necessities

05 September 2006

forbidden fruit

;ang08313://

stovepipe pellet
sing newt song
betroth throat
firsts for starts

came for cart only entered it
shark or pit: preaching wake peaches
|
while breech of hull missed up tricontractual aggrievements
a lame bat waked quake step cay foot craw claw reapproval

now remove their boots
forsight pink tan tension
fry next step up
curb caught feline eye
trying to mail enterings
she must have seen me first
as antlers grow from chinspeak
breaks are best for smilings
beaks are saved for bedtime
to one once i felt love infalling
how set upon task i'm just glancing
as the forbidden fruit i keep walking

01 September 2006

mending an awoken heart

aldngo8y2://

i've got a busdriver's bust and a pastime to master
must this mast fuss with musk for we tipped over the cask over...whups!
new quest: pass out a shadow now clip file for clique transfer
while we hump it along about six clicks east of sliver river
like silver killers causing capsized quivers filled with magical arrows
we rolled for the taking and faked out the bakesale
this time a pail of chum was all a necessity
nicely packaged and clasped by the captain
he wrapped up himself and jumped in the sea
never to be seen again by the oversurface crew
but came quite a celebrity with the sheiks of leviathan
'only advisors' they claimed, but i suspect there were duties being delved
and souls being doled out to parsimonious carpet coroners
i was floored by their stories, but kept my composure, of course
and stayed on course even with the tugging of underwater esp
i couldn't let on that the lever was me and the cleaver was free if you asked for it nicelike
so now on to the packing while they jack up new factions
i'll see you on shore, my love
see you when i taste again

29 August 2006

sandbagging the pad thai

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must dusk crumbles
door metal thin rumble
rattle cave in cattle
casings spent enshelled
bamboozled shelved bejeweled
huelit ghoul rushing encrusted
rust chips dust away hit whisperly
faced fate encased within thy hilt
of stunted world wrought without sun
unfine unbrine unrapids fate face grow faster
case can sperience by unexpected met
neck etched hexagon mess up fesses
defined why kind bewait ape ankles
channeled maid pail agreements
pale holding hands two takes
dance hence tango alpha
orange now love color
cover shove my wrestle
paddle next please

24 August 2006

padlock grimace

a.kjdgoi8y2://

fine land fly shape forgeting breathing braiding
shades shift away tunnels clawn drain lift clasp
flawless in vision mind smile says the cyclops
all annotated cannons speak come spake oft break
broken wards given taken beak brick fear fantastic
tangled tammand shaping shaman timid on lease
demented on demand woman wake me walk me
pet soak chase chi chapped shake shock tree

look up witch land mine's mine eye tooth take shape
as tape creates a lake of good fortune
to crack new glacial nasal passages
thou shalt not fake out thy neighbor
leave your fingers behind
they are not necessary

21 August 2006

ace faith

lg002://

life tastes better when you listen here

you'll realize the cliffs jutting out
are just your teeth in rows growing

while nature is a perfect distraction
to this mission of creation

do it once again...all right

05 August 2006

fair game

al;kdgo8y2://

frog prince
a log caught crushing
rash russian flushing another kind condensate
are we fond of the found timely state
or satie faster pining over gasket factors
came for cain ford late age pain forge
would you loose tooth cous goose who's ewe who is you?
no new news check the fox freakleaves awake my box break please
freeze!
no now bring a sing song back to melt town
cartier hardly better partier i'll part any day
heart for this last week creek crazy sanding
sound pounding did not heap lep pep up pound now time to sleep
do you can you will you millieu pill for ill filled you
shillings, my boy
shallots sans gills

04 August 2006

tristate area

a;dlkg097834://

pale fontana
gale organa
ale with a shave
i'll take nugs
ancilary rug patterns
sit up sat miss fav can answerous
a man
a fan
a woman

01 August 2006

way

kagh9o872://

awake watching
a wake washing
away quashing
a wae cauching
a wait coushing
a wave cushing
a way cow ushing
a wane couching
a wayne kow wushing
awagow coshing
awack

31 July 2006

the smile

;alkjdngiy2://

waxing gibbous fascist mattress casket gifted mistress
past up fish cornipsus hip stern bow asmile...clap...thunder
node disperse cote du rone coated phone --> note to self:
codes mark chard loop left hard right then sit silent wait
be post. be solid for all leaners and learners
be pillar. by pillage they mean searching not scorching
did you know or go or did it fall by the wayside?
new net be told you've done everything you can
within the power of gern greenleaf through tree speak
we spell displacement fall down stairs just stop smiling
but the better one brings mind outstanding
crunching thinking running rarely barely get the word in
now once again the time tick game to hang on every second
always ends in disappointment meant at least the almost always
let me grip then slip goodbye goodnight be together in the dream

29 July 2006

unforgettable unreticent

;laldkngo8y2://

two tunes smiling
all familiar uniplacing
now spacing
able these days to
slide up next to next one
waking
lovely groove no losing
elude
this clue soothing
movable
calcitrant
removable petticoat
an ocifer element
tear me a sleepy
for now high on opening
is this how the seedling
is this how the breathing
you rember
two breaths in
now six
in skin in
two eyes
connection
in presence
sparkle bodies
two lone
time tone
sing sang sung
hand fun
allotted friend
come crashing in
fast
one knew
slower
and no
goes another
yet
this one is moving
pausing to glow
and smile
beautiful
this
unforgettable
and mine
an action
unreticent
floorable
curious
fit
on table
new puzzle

27 July 2006

peaking pecking

ljhfiu645sd7://

not milk found way in tomb along len crevase
a lot of us alive relate a haze it came can be cantanterous
on cancerous calamity a calm comes creeping answer me
hand some man off of other man with hands handleist
toe publicist turned around wishing fist this is or isn't
hasn't mad another sure mother is furious
furlongling pure cat lure laid out fantastic then
i have task perform it i gave a new name
honor marker haven safe from even steven angles seen
aplease a flea for two bees a piece freen
litre hosen old folks open dome own windows no one's home
i'm alone yet i'm revisited
whimper simply let's go envelope elopen lemon ring
rang but no one thought to pick it up
so the green mold came
brought the family back for feasting
now the crease is ever reaching
alive and ever clever

25 July 2006

alone in the wish

kjf98d8d://

tiger inside
a sun slowly melting
cackle acry
screeching enough now lead us
speaking of witch atlantis

cable all down
i'm solving a crawling
canibal ring
stew fall among calling
pick an up luck
fact on an unlock
slack take a pay cutting
fields made on yesterday
lester's ok
i prefer reddish

ball toon flume
palm trod
oil lead
neighboring aperatures
not only joined
bi-rule of looting
but buy the book
and bye hole goals
of stolen oldish oaks

alone in the wish
i'll face a new tearing
all eight phase on ore
pourn apour apple letting
if you please

while we didn't
came the coil
along muddy banks
of an old friend
in memorial
score me another
i'm ready for every

24 July 2006

midnight must

;lkanbdgo8y2://

clocks and leather
carepackage maitre d e feather fall
light strike meter killer
other slivers save made able
from off switch positionings
derision slink limitless
hindrance friend fingerings
along this river bring another
miss to sing and ring out friend
or photo messing with quick snaps
as if a flash point knew
orienteering could be so lovely

how about leaving sooner?
agraft aloft enable anonce
absconse conch housing logic
believe if you must
or joust in the desk
i'll meet matches
sorely forgot in the dust

06 July 2006

being me

;alng098y2://

now
it's
ten
times
along
on
feng
climb
ocks
ink
lyuk
gyud
rind
ook
yuk
find
afaster
eneneter
after
a
net
craft
lever
ever
clevar
cleaving
action
all
along
your
ever
after
you'll
never
sift
through
all
drift
iffing
stature
this
catalog
is
endless
all
my
favorite
letter
locker
lockets
to
look
in
cook
up
another
spit
on
this
here
carborator
cable
cobble
all
enter
asther
ask
her
about
the
time
she
hopped
the
fence
as
hopefull
boat
pull
fill
in
full
up
two
tows
in

bakerst
wash
with
wish
hill
all
hall
altered
alcohol
call
em
lem
met
mastered
masked
materials
eared
up
to
fight
tube
tumbling
ratio
hate
show
no
contest
a
concept
on
quest
yet
ess
for
ants
answering
handsome
he
and
she
well
we
say
beautiful
hula
heap
heaving
e
or
even
age
aiding
aim
have
eyed
in
ring
so
singing
sings
me
back
to
ability
hill
of
be
lieving
ball
lost
not
all

26 June 2006

fight cot

a;dflngo8y2://

murder on this nurturing
alert blurt out of order estering
this festering subsides as time ticks flicking flakering
snickering draw back into shadow ladder happening
in the floor on the earth round the birthing
turbine turbin hurts to turn it
learn a new language
fangs in sink damaged can quicksand
link round hinderance obstacle oracle
beamish feelings peel when wheeling fey
save up cave in strip inner lid flip lip liss
pleasure it was mighting us

24 June 2006

metronome meeting

ak.djgni72://

glory oracle heir already stale around intake valve
rent down went down on event errant air raid end ent dented ale a lake alike
i like thes this est circa ampersand and et cetera
ahead of ya edible edison lead paint patented and led the painter
to certainia doom i like a lot this plot of story attitude land
elude to two dudes do same small action backlog friction
fact of axis axes acted out slow motion ocean traction taxes
sacks in wives hacked alive in mind in my own old home town hiding
from whence when we return burning at the stakes too high favors
you will know me by the trail of black apples fallen freely
balls of feet firm churnings learn another time tune up language
this is hard life barred con revolutionary singings
i wing sapling newborns tucked growth growl purrs will heal
learn to hurl rocks the size of bobcats back at searing point of eyedom
line ton my fun shall never every shun from gun barrel unison singing
this is the day we met or at least the day of raked through reckoning
beckoning flecks foretold mordekii horticult molestary bigby's
harelip fair trade have to hate new mad hatter
i'm flattered you didn't know my name

19 June 2006

welcome home atheist hours

;angoih0894://

bonfire roots
many bodies
fewer souls
twice the soles
filled fine pockets
picked to rock fest
rocked it socked it
dirty turned to
fresh lesh feet

we met under enantiomer
a hand in hand to mirror answer
yes i was listening
and while i was
waking after leaving
i thought about digging
inside cosmic connections
for the truth, of course
yes. for the truth

which looks like
a giant mushroom
and smells like
a musical gesture
while sounding like
a small mission
it tastes like
a spilt of sleep
the feeling is like
a grip of lit up wheel
with french loaf and
geese meat

09 June 2006

grasp no gasp

adlngo86y2://

best way to buy things
a new way to try crying
i didn't lose my loosenings
these moors are wrapped in hemplent
palpitation rations spell it out for me
she said
i concurred with dog mongrel status
no showers
just dank delivery
hold on to the past
let go of your future
destroy the present
destroy the sutures
foretell no clues through soother sayings
recite my miter saw
i've seen you
have you seen me?
ample crab levels cobblers coercing hagel and pagels
these pages turn themselves
i am in wonderment
i am cave opening
i am the gasp

30 May 2006

get a hold you self

ldgkh982://

redial to noon tuner
gone up amount a moon fantastic
pair of ox
beats
swearing on arlington
bling is what required
new newts
none taken

hey lee seeper cape loop freak the reaper
aim as in aspertine ankle low lupis hoop
screen caler ale aples comstock care compared horn chez
amature fair fork skin hammerhead fame fridge rid
riding mine line pain handed tan humid range on rim
main ein high may i floy oil linsee told you so
polio holyoak

23 May 2006

aleviate nest

;alkngdo8y2://

cannibal plume ann along can do operation
shant among dung furlong aminal empathy cat tongue
not dead but gone
not shed somehow wrong
with hand to foot a bit of words after day delayed
here air ear on owned brain loops known as feedback
it's help i need quickly
lickey dale apail these i need sick leave request
also i need a coal bit to keep cold out
a small flame to cut hair by
just a little mitten to make oligarchy
yo sorry sorry i laughed when you jumped in the metal shrubs
it was bushmeat that gave you away
glorified curbs and right now a little liver exchange
pushkin ox to life along line of elbow lodestone
i think b is for bold and t is for triggerfish

ape gut lake mist corrugated fake fist

yes a sound alike alarm along a meek and keen alleviator
glass tipped out but paid later as in drops are dope
onto tongue into the outer bucket lug the lung down
to a beach to get aqua in it are you shy? hi!
a moist avoidance dance around can't last forever
so it is good to hear you're getting on a train
to make the chances very small i may feel free
and friends won't have to whisper confidential things to me
or ask another question like
how many bees could we fit inside this city?
i thought it was more than one
but indeed the answer is that

18 May 2006

faced into a corner

a;lkjgno8y2://

all up
doll dumb done rut
froth trail calling
and calling
soon i will escape
it not never was ever
do you rember
friendship windswept

caught in trap jaw
of past and future
death in present
breath in present
bredth in present
wreth in present
wrest unfanned tore
uninterested
letch meff
lob sided
ipsed
mine

05 May 2006

what ends with

adbjgo8y3209gj://

passed in cast out
saskaden aston raft
mastadon afterthought
capsule balance ant
alan sore gentle hant
galamal traps sonant
canon bare hesi nest
trod add odd into it
isn't that?
it is that

04 May 2006

to tell you to tell me

;alg8y2://

support
love
need communication
need explanation
out of respect
sick now
get better
stay in treatment
when the time is right
tell me what you need
from us
in life
anything
you can tell me

02 May 2006

palm the island

gfng082://

palm the island
calm your mind then
can ken lend a hand
andoulie friend of them
wrangle skin
a wrinkle in
time in time
the rift
the rend
a rhyme in text
don't tell your friend
go tell your friend
yes let's get that
virtual seamstress
in here to
tint a manted window to
saint the shaven shinto
i'm ready
put me in

30 April 2006

until next time...

;lango89y2://

paddle pantomime back to panhandle animal entrance
trace tip ticked off detective wrenchings beamed by
way oven highway high clay cutting utterly under ip
so fact toe tie tack tagged murr murdered zackto
what said factor ist factory histamine hassle proctor

call someone a doctor
i heated up a hotplate
let myself slip lastways
pectin selected helicity
is it he or she?
messing with my mystery
ebbing floke persistery
enlisted up your puppetry

cable abble abby raffle rap dead up b apple hovel
predeveloped envelleloped "a present's come for you dear!"
made it clear amir amid i mean a mid sect lisbon interest
midrift listless cleft up shin fist rented clips in sown up seamstress
merman distress this test past fest tival heval up reach peak nest
beak rest and tacet hasset
return me to the sea next
task complete it please fess up
the contest i did protest
mess came straight from host to hostess
made most this life lept off top then coasted
sorced and soaring through air dual lung kicked in as down down down
as i go freefall to giant blue until next time...boom

24 April 2006

go way

jg09cu02://

faded grey matter fighting for life
decaying echo
cold brash clinging to even colder walls
stuck like forearm twitch sickly i circus
sore surface tender down to core now collapsing
let this skin lapse
not much time left
sink in spine laugh
i met another demon
when weakness spoke with teeth
this weekend
freak out
shut down
cut up
make lake
arch wait
pain fate
ace play
nest slain
yes gain
aim feign
same sane
eye pane
seen through
seams seem
too tight
thread fight
might just
make new
levels of
unraveling

17 April 2006

three flee

ldlng0921://

tears well in constant swelling
gel not tight or firm as in formerly
outside of family but considered my family
three most influential and close beings to this beating heart
over my past five years will be
not here with me when leaves begin to fall
times have been wonderful and will be the cherish
now new time to tune and time to move loosely
i will miss you

my b
my p
my k

06 April 2006

taken back

;kladg0987126://

tie me down shy fly winglessly aimless tip the next and open up the mouth
count the doubts imbibed imbutant we trust e less we jest and make a deal of it
eel fit into the coral tubes corralled or alleles leased in fiscal fish flicking axe periods
packing for the long trip cracking both hands a whip tardy slip crumpled backed by the whig party started orderly
heppa leopard leo party parted pard putty uppity sup? i stole your ante so you're out the beginning seriously
in inning six sick water intake outtake forclosure watch it
posh ticket purchased pocketed and sold with the goat coat coating we can coat anything
just send me a thousand doll hairs i'll get started on disguise disgust must be august i thought
when i woke up next to bones and targets
sounds like it's hotter than the purple i just heard through the headphones
bed tones death hones in with flame guiding systems wish em well vacation onto hell frozen over
hobo avery knavery cave painting came and gave we reference of how they used to do it ochre grew it
knew i know the hurdle soon as high noon some call the boom art stretch marks the spot
fetch me a new starter kit thank you can't you see i've got all the clues to lose it?
pop chewit ooo...

04 April 2006

setup to one

;alkngdo8y2://

release grace crimewise
slime scrubbed from lime sprinklings
frequent timers set all cockeyed
looked up locked winewood
first walker cursed jostled
possibly too much terming steamed
axion handshakes cooked & simmered
spaken all the bean to mush

tell tell
prey on prayer pitter flatter session
hold it this way no that way
hey!
i thought you had a question
must have missed it forgot
don't receive receipts too often
relieve me of this post before
my forth paw collapses

japanese caption with bubbles she called last night
didn't have it in me to pick up pick up into eardrum
lights and lightning cooky cars oranto enter enter
awake in darkness room rearranged i thought you knew the plan

one out in the styxxx
one too far away
one too young
one in spain
one gets hitched up in may
one in self prison
one ex doesn't contact
the one i would fall for
she doesn't even call back

20 March 2006

nooner

alndkgo8y2://

sliding glass window made to meld melange style file it into
perfect think weave leading thankful lead into quelled belly
i lie on my back to tell you the truth because sleeping is strictly for stomachs
stretch it like crescent wrenches hair latched meshings fenced ented lensings to
force it for recorded wounds hopeless wombs toteless rooms at this noon hour ending
grown grooms of sordid third story flak jacket palms secondary to sunday sayings
as good as slain layings such as in fin as in varnished lake of the great eye dying
where do i go? tell me what to do she dotes
he turns to utter something like
make the most of it while you're here

18 March 2006

tender body

jd09g72://

a kind of peppermint thought
enters me
when i think of marina abramović

08 March 2006

5 :

jg02876://

i smile at my neighbor
and keep a sharp id
lid on the non ordered
credo of the inner mouth
salivating waiting to bite off
the head of my ego

3 :

jg0923://

this deep its
mostly free though
working towards floating
up to surface

growing wings to
fly up in
the sky high
and higher still
until lungs collapse
into free breathing

then the journey
out into space
and from there
i don't know

07 March 2006

dented

;aldln98y2://

hair trigger on the myriad of machineries
of tiniest beads conspiring to start building
a world and all of its wonders

as we find ourselves conveniently
in the shadow of a great peak
looking forward and back

rinse and repeat
repent and retreat
alit aghast aghost

tall samosas sipped and spit on sidewalks
walked on poured by those
balked and talked down to
on top flews open and flies remain closed
the spirit slips away
while for the rest
rent is due soon

02 March 2006

bite the snake that feeds you

a;lgndo8y2://

i live small and i think big
a quick twig stuck in the pink pig
showed signs of no waning
caught riding the plush pony big rig
alive you think i am therefore i can therefore i will be
instilled in distillate history text no
waiting period for the fig learning
ferns planted painted ain't no problem
i can't remain unwanted
sainted famed for leaning on keen craps shot up seven come eleven
marked for death golgothic breathalyzer hives excite the tranquilizer
mine's hid to keep the sparks from tainting what's kept behind
what you call it? oh yes in your language uh...how do you say it?
yes: eyelids
i did
then i switched it
then i didn't
time back like energy bubbles protecting how my miming time's spent
stuck up museum pieces built around like wound structure creases
increased and dropped for something fold lung under younger tongues
just keep it there for the next forty five minutes
then book yourself on elevator rent punch tube top button
we're going up and then down don't forget to bring your sunk cushion
pushed to crevasse grip the nature swarm know the pattern
large or small it warns get lost in leaf building sky chilling to bone
dry vibrating make sure to stay hydrated
androgeny lodge and western mods a square into complex oracle sheep noose
and who did we find hiding under grass? oh yes you guessed it
it's the asp better known as the snake what make and model coddle peddler
fear welling up as it eyes you tune in tries to find your lies and
finally sees through your hand with one sigh
bite it!

28 February 2006

to do tuesday

akl.;gdio8y2://

throw up sacks bound for the wax melt tuber pelts
plucked off like fruit from fabric store felt trip
ganymede fallacy craves creeds to munch up a bunch
sign away your favor loom taser time around the tomb
a favorite pastime spacetime kearn ein sine wave wove in sin again then
ants en masse projecting out brain caves saved by none other than your
savior behavior known as friend left too far backward in history stacks
attacked class distinction ranked like applesauce don't cross me
on downhill found pill when they did the colder weekly sweeping
scraping screeching reaching fever pitch of pseudo foot found leaching

19 February 2006

what kind

ldkng-09781://

what kind of kindness keeps seeping out of grey
what kind of mind lets the hate betray away
what kind of linings melt the day until i say
what kind of plans get razed among this fray

15 February 2006

flows from the beast

ad;lkngow8y2://

a clue for a clue task muse flu open fore the virus messed up engendered fenced off tutu stupors
pain for some pain arrest rain on it's way down to melted kitchen hitched up with two twin stitches
left unlisted like masked fritter fiskers live-in walked the sidewalk balked at snapped stalks fucking loudly
snooped through the walls down the hall from tall order fall out shelter boy girl crib keeper jaw agape dumbfounded and rounded up
hounded like a curse after who mashed up burial mounds and spit on god's fiddlehorse
trelok legging strips
and what is great?
and what is made to slate?
fate made for no taste test but keep the feelers out like millipede grand am riding test e mess amassed and out
collected sequence dresses and cocktail deep well this fling sell slings well hung for d&d gap tooth adventuring
pelted grating fasted unshading
unmoving berating alienated hating ring
it all comes from the inside fine
no one at the switch uncomfortable pulse and finger on the rewind
button
red
anachronism planted shapeshifting comes standard hand me down antonyms landing after sound roundings
find me
found her
ok new rounder
laundry comes in more than one flavor at the junkyard
sure
keep em commune oh she wants one too
make mine a double dribble on entertainment system news
i said quite clearly : bury your tv
she said : meet me in the alley i'll bring the table for your leaves

13 February 2006

own aiming

a.;ldngo8y2://

alert
cornhustlers and blastinchift left to right bag bagging plastic x mas parting gifts and artery skips
such a fine fit she knows how to neap it
camisole butter keep off like pink parasol fever fits
flow and falls beeper buzz to on call off gall he was stoned to death
tall boys trafficking across your mental state lines
derivative screwed in floorboard forgot to saw off pencilist on some quiet time

fine

try this one way and then another
vug waves to silt bubbling up from cave molten under

melt

handle bar hindrance hank the handy man can can
cork kept fresh romano romeo showing jazz hands
would be silly to deny the autobiography
cogs and spindle winding down to dwindle out in desert coding
fuzz grows lowly holds to folds pierce stable yo this woe's for free
it's on me

jaguar

flags planted anti sideways fancy bomb designs
combined aligning hind quarter statements stamped
mint to prove the proof on dental hydro dynes
check the kind before wine and dine winds down to
break it up back to my place hasty breathe a breath of
fresh air yester year fate of two pills in a pouch
never seemed so clear and what is here? glow of you
used gloating far affair to find more fear begats begetting
begging floating leggings hedge out aimings to take game gains in

pains in

04 February 2006

quark bag

glg09y2ytr://

white dwarf wife stored degenerate next to density box in lowest of possible sayings
if you say so one over de broglie in 3D like scattering party favors
higher flavors pressure labor push unto collapsing point to make up down to strange acceptance
throw up eclectance just a model or two
for stately states remain solid stolid lighter fade absolute file order
higher up the chain in theory to solve chirality nightmare descriptions
riding themselves as a wealth of energetic hatcheries handled by oven mitt ivy league multipliers
balmy like a fermi morning making puffed up heads factor out the minimum pseudo limits
chandresekhar raked the leaves out of n max bags say gut do it say it
potential is there to exclaim an escape from primal candidacy landing on sn1181
before the crack and wave of primary laertes like you saw it on another continent
previous to new millennium turnons no absorption nearing me to pulse the puppy eye properly
shift it to chandra do on angle flux no tango earth to mango i'm coming to shortly and what do you think you see there, shorty?
merce cunningham burst with table saw research and development
take the tangent ride small a prox peak at quantity versus quality summits
scaled down to solar masses packed into the size of your city
to bring outrageous hate parameters issued by exuding us leaders rigged it up
seems to match but not convincing yet to thinkers not a chance
with spectrum as unassociated event keeps pent up back from the bench gozilla era tracked zipping enclave
like emanating highbrow keep it small and simple handful matters for new state nearby lot more evidence of fanciful imagination ages

31 January 2006

a finger pointing

js0g8722://

i am so bent today feeling hollow soul restless
beauty on the brink of destruction
a function in derelict of duty
surrounded by love and friends but
section sunk and missing
where is it?
a shared point to touch by glinting cycles
under shallow films of water wading wanting
lasting lust like radiation sickness

it is like a finger pointing away too soon

a love left like shared water on duty cycles
feeling touched by destruction points
a restless function where bent but
surrounded sick beauty is sunk and hollow
today i'm missing a section of soul
a brink . a derelict
a glinting . a friend
under wanting i lust in the shallows
radiation wading under films ever lasting

30 January 2006

savor the grace period

;landgo8y2://

bertrand and nipsy russell tangled with the one niner
just before the hasted hate loveboat captain's corpse was
found feeling it's way into my cavorting horde for culture
we spotted larimer flatlining straight up dipped darkly in lead glazing
presented to sinister sandbags tricking out their cropping capabilities
whispering coup raised up like water bars sending love to the oxygen tent

a shock of light minglings
a tock for tick fingerlings
a wok to cook stalk kings
stop coughing in my mouth
stop faulkling let's joust
plant to the lemur
iron gollem proffer
softer yet softer

this is final
this is grateboard
this is mange fork
this is your final take in
picking a twixt the twinning
just to win and won over aching
just before the intonation
just along the baseboard intoxicate

don't reach under the seat
heater lurking fancy combine wrenchings
meta physics tarsil youbetcha fetched keep sketching
warm pads wipe where tentacle replacement inside altered hospitality hostels found
bombed out smoked in shoved along pretending to make it fair like we
fixed it up nouns might tilt bricks in the creamery building
saw seas sipping silt remembering friends handed down through peace symbol gaps
passages left unfleshed unicode freshness best to keep it silent for a few moments
and a few moments more mounting the narwhal sip zoo walking planckdom h bar studded in reach around air tounge

no clasp or class just a
grand dripping fantasy
a sinner like energy
antlers to aviary
made me to me
flavor of we

28 January 2006

tantamount canteloupe

ldkg0925://

flutes up!

go torkard tow ward grow ink
shank hade hev laund erring
fest tastoon scan tastic tacks
pelked up sed sad jacks in jest 'just two'
test ewe loomis tuned in to tuna choona doom
soon lumen lost trust point elated skinning
mended gorge us in us all us all us in us gorge mendended
clips pops lapsed cage member ships without cap tan sandenurg
to urge italy view ova pay neferrous affixed to
read your cell slow leave me of this cross sex shun function
all deed supposed dead suppressed selfless is moor to tie to to die for

27 January 2006

i am pirate

;lakndgo8y2://

face it
you are weak and dismal

while you galivant with my kin
i plot new ways of secrecy
new ways to peel you like a grape

i am the tooth in your mainsail
i am the rip in your jib

while you sleep on your popits
and other ill gotten words
i laugh and sink the chest you have made

so go to your commodore
and wollow in your dye
as i shift and seclude

you are not here inside

24 January 2006

i am leviathan

kd-9492://

opaque far fetched and flung home
i fake out anatomy to load up the solo onerous
wondermententional ent moot back to the lone program
like cave crawling expeditions crushing when you fetch kickball in the street
go to gopal wrench to nodal folded mobile home hamper skintone modulus one thought
shifted to the next alberti bass ringtone invented warmly with smiles all around
for the family resident ringworm taped up next to calgary maps imitating the style
of indonesian heresy sipping from snifter the word i think daily
as i gruel along marbled fatzone of creativity manifesting itself as a pachyderm telepathy unit
strappable to skull and advertised on the stairs down to the cellar
oh and so anxious about what i don't know but i do know and it comes in waves
way too big for the beef in their britches as i found out how to switch on the fishes
so the sea is lit for you to find me
i am leviathan

23 January 2006

limb darkening

dkgh908y2://

5.12.1

we got limb darkening spark the herald shield of angel ringing marzol
fuzzy pound-puppy luscious wind bind finding ether sleeping pins
connected twelve by two by milking 6 and 6 to find the spine
sidewinder depicted on my trapper keeper binder hiding in the lake of bake sale winter fun you
churn the butter leave it now to lumpy pumped up cookie monster ginger rogers fudge factor
crack hacked for computer wizard laser tag lizards fissure flow into fractured hairline lips
dyed blue to the tune of tookey lambda
fans they keep their hands up rob em wallets and your fillings feel the robin williams filler in
i'll fill you in with details when cocaine kept you in the sleeping pin
tear fair game hat sat crot cat cap snide snap flap map lifted gifting shifted shaping grapes
hake & soul redacted from the menu this morning
we're sorry but you're not that important
i can take you as far as anchorhead head given gifts from spanking santa dressed up like sexy exgirlfriends
make sure to check for microcracks stack 'n' stabbing fore backstroking back to earth lagging
myrth myrtle beach dredging teams for skin flicks fluid
it's my dream to be in the movies now your chance get on your knees let's dance
put the bottle down
throttle up!
pup tent time
what's your criminal record look like?
lot it in the dinosaur ledger fedge consider gauge invariant marion barry puff paint back alley faerie fire
could i care more than i do? hmmmmm..maybe
let me show you all my tow lot turkey trimmins carry up by boot strap crimmons
incriminating crystals kept hidden in jeweled cysterns
oysters boys it's time to ride
chib chipping flub dub fucket it up like hindenburg or when forgetting icebergs
float like machine wash in cold water as daughters turn to sisters
register your blisters
punch me in the kisser
tip the world and spill your guts they cut you open yesterday
caked on makeup faked on workup worked on fakeup made out to be on cake
raked over the coals cooled and walking feet of yogis
more like minds the never ending story of london fog sigmund freud james de boyd bertrand russell james be jamms
tisk tisk wrong answer we were looking for ham sandwich sorry

15 January 2006

stunned

12 January 2006

fork takes knife

al;ngo8y2://

wheedle me back to the welkin
i am celestial silverware
worn out by swollen mouths masking
traipsing jactitating split tongues
founded by fishfinger misses
lobbed like lazy grenades
into the maw of newly forded breath holes

11 January 2006

brimley caught in a riptide willard

alkg9y7209fd://

sinkhole:
thanks
no really
it was written
in a well with bells on
and mittens the size
of kittens dangling
do you hear them
whispering?
'fuck you too'
in the sweetest way
no really
like a rot
deep in sweet tooth
weigh in station sort of
had to have them pulled just now
to ask mortified coach please help me
hold back my friends from finding her
credit edited for copy and paste eating culture due
do use my creativity for your mice face name
better to claim flattery than have the battery
hooked up to your innertubes
is it flaunted flagrancy on your part?
tarsier of fate like a plush pagan
as if i don't know how the ocean flows

you no longer represent the digits
just a midget auditioning for this
height requirement ride to the drab dribbling court boundaries
i suspect jester will crush you when you stand up
to find pointed laughs as i point and laugh
you will not know who i am
because i am mindful
and you are
on the stand
adjust microphone
your honor
a word with you please
is this defence blindness?
some claim it is spreadable
they claim it is not beautiful
i tend to

10 January 2006

welcome to the show

landg0872://

welcome to the show
brought to you by thrush and a brushfire staff infected walking stick
we're hauling this self salt down to the sea : blockstyle
back with shackles stepped on by stockholm syndrome
as shackelton lays thick on the mack to his sideshow crew embelishment

welcome to the show
brought to you by numbered days tazed by broken exhibit
impervious hurtlings figurative learning patters of set up curvy
faltering alembair needlework packaging sickness
weburn greybeard composite sketch tulip twice identified
grime shined in a fight to fly behind while
'bind up the good god' was a poor defence thunken of

welcome to the show
brought to you by my mind orthanto flippert hiccup presence
here goes again sighs head of the scar tissue department
not unrelated underslated overladen stepped on over under bounds
out of town sort of run the show with strings to sling it pretty poppit
stop traffic with 180 popit shoveit glamor shots to 22 homecooked glove hits
warding sprinkled warning golden dust turned alegoric novelty item
shine to the shy ones on fly primer cut up ropes to fly on
climb on

06 January 2006

definition of decision

a;dlngoi8y2://

what up novice?
i think you're a
ten pound grommet dissolved in
grave robber trimmins
no heavier a bit lighter thinner
air paint skinner finger self-trapped
life lender in blender blades as eye glazed
to fend off winter with
guilty sidewinding blinders
i guess you don't understand
what recontextualization or
additional consideration are good for
floor time please

'yes your honor, they are in serious trouble if
they have not yet learned to flexatone and think newly
at every junction switch on the mountain take a sip of water
and consider that going on is the best decision to make
in my professional opinion they will likely die
before reaching the peak if they continue this climb
thank you the arrested worm-host rests'

and you might believe you're blessed
so you mix up the concepts of
sticking to a sticky situation with
instruction manual pages on how not to become a waffle with
notion that an overturned decision wasn't one pancake at all
maybe you didn't pass history class subject : all about flows
fact there's an action mystery flask polluting the clear vein drip
fact an insane trip took looks like your book was never cracked
so sackit and shoveit while you taint your own lovesick glove hit
before it could call the kettle we melted it down with your stick
made a cookie shiny and handheld baffles earfull eyefull cheekfull check it

now i'm protected from your wobbly erector set complexion
among cooled down rubble we found encrusted in the aftermath
cinder face tapped so you won't recognize if you peep me
sleepy sleepy curl keep your hair straight and lace tight
i wish you too but so bound how you can't see this all
i think your shin is probably a fake or at least a falsetto
and these aren't mean words just mean to poke your eye a bit
sure sir stir this shit mist a little with corroborated reflexion kit
you'll look back and think what the fuck was i thinking?
that was the biggest mistake of my life
and then maybe you'll redefine decision

04 January 2006

backatcha

a;kldgo8y2://

catch a shooting star as it burns through
net meshed in testifying fingers
stoned eyes
groaning goats
toed crobars
sashayed brains
we cooked him up to crank on the soot pattern
fandango powdered horn
ladies break room stretch then find mister fixit
what'd you say to me?
bitch she says bitch
known him longer than you have
shut your mouth
i'll cut you
slap back muscle tapped sap swing
ripped ring cheek shiek that one fake on the stand
witness thrush now i fingered flux sextant correction department hassle shackles
searching evil ear malaligned signed dotted spline guides crane rhinds rot fent conturnal

yesterday phased out like canturbury tales told backward quack crack ups
a constant for consistent write ups
paletted fuzzy pups
a failure to choke up
a failure to sit down
a failure to pound your face in
lace it with care thinly veiled in pursed lips and sunken yep

crack the case
i sent you some bees
oh sorry guess they were wasps
the dirty birdy type
in the name of the lord and a broken holyoak
tiptoes under the mistle toe tipping
trapped in a tag

sickness as you break
sickness as you stick it
in and now you're out

02 January 2006

par for

ad;lngo8y2://

a searing wave you touched close with burn
if i move well then you can move too for double better
what keeps you here is nothing but a past low level cold clue
a dying scent on the grass wafting up prescented nostrils
know there's a difference tween arrogance and self import
i'm the better half of even contention blistered stiffly
know i'm flex in the end while competition equals stiffs
stiffly with stiffs and i'll split it syllable into pill dorm
i: forming style to twist literally
o: charming lie to keep trailing out
u: growing sty only to keep sleeping in
iff for the lonely feeding bin
glyph for the tamped worm wrap tin
tempt for the seamstress fleeting bin
bin with bin and i'll split it warn lip lift cleft palate pan alley show the scars
for the bi curious flurries
for the n body clever pin drop
stop
shh i think i heard something!
country bumpkin creaping on the porch with a loaded shotgun
workin it!
cocked and half gone on juice with no gin missing chin creaking thinking of you
i can smell his thoughts!
ming dynasty vase is in danger i'm going out there
wait!

01 January 2006

good riddance

;alndg98y2://

to those people who made 2005 a tainted shit mist, some quotes:

princess on the steeple and all the pretty people
they're drinkin', thinkin' that they got it made
exchanging all kinds of precious gifts and things
but you'd better lift your diamond ring, you'd better pawn it babe
you used to be so amused
at napoleon in rags and the language that he used
go to him now, he calls you, you can't refuse
when you got nothing, you got nothing to lose
you're invisible now, you got no secrets to conceal.

how does it feel
how does it feel
to be on your own
with no direction home
like a complete unknown
like a rolling stone?

~bob dylan



you know i was never really frightened by the bopheads and the potheads with their silliness never really frightened me either, but these goddam screwheads, they terrify me. and the poor doomed, the young, and the silly, the honest, the weak, the italians... they're doomed, they're lost, they're helpless, they're somebody else's meal, they're like pigs in the wilderness...they are both gone now. but i don't think i'm going to believe that until I can gnaw on both of their skulls with my very own teeth. fuck those people, huh? if they're out there, i'm going to find them and i'm going to gnaw on their skulls. because it still hasn't gotten weird enough for me.

~hunter s. thompson



and it saddens me like televised casualties. i'll be hung in the village square in exactly 5 minutes; you don't want to miss it.
as a token of my discontent regarding the equation, i'm officially closed for consultation.
i float. while everyone around me's busy drowning
i float. while everyone around me's busy drowning
i float. while everyone around me's busy drowning
i float.

~aesop rock



"wrong, sir, WRONG! under section thirty-seven b of the contract signed by him it states quite clearly that all offers shall become null and void if - and you can read it for yourself in this photostatic copy - "i, the undersigned, shall forfeit all rights, privileges, and licenses herein and herein contained, et cetera, et cetera, fax mentis incendium gloria culpum, et cetera, et cetera, memo bis punitor delicatum!" it's all there, black and white, clear as crystal! you stole fizzy lifting drinks! you bumped into the ceiling which now has to be washed and sterilized, so you get nothing! you lose! good day, sir!"

~roald dahl via willy wonka

25 December 2005

where to sing it

;aldkngo8y3://

tell me how to fail
certainly not repetedly
breatingly on increasingly
forced upon seedling recently
tailing trail mix sprinkle alenter
fented mink milk festoon new gender
i came i saw i flexed then exited through
entrance dug hole home for trap door syndrome
created deep within folds come pulsurated conondare
spun spinor pure nugget tucked away from blind eye vision
illusion consorting concubine contortionist lemonway order gainer
leaning fame run end to end entelmen wren sung a song of the sweet cudgel
foremost aloofinate aghosting brush too closeness to infinitely enjoyable notes to sink singing

24 December 2005

plenter ov feesch

ng9568e://

corrosion
derision
affixing
hurclackon

are you an anachronism backward?
you seem to have missed the point
tips are no longer offered for freedom
and as the curtain calls...
i hail another

22 December 2005

mary jane

adogjh987ty2://

oh miss miss miss

this is ten years
in the making

smell still trapped
under these nails

feeling blissful
listful and uplifted

i love the way you move

21 December 2005

whilst

abg0875g://

i awake as a fugitive once again
i call upon my own for a word of help
i contemplate flowers left by neighbor
i listen to anti pop remnant
i crunch on spinach and onion
i pound out beethoven instruction
i read the writings of surprised reply
i play with word twisting posting
i cool my skin with crisp sky
i warm the kernal with connection
i stare to the ragged tree sketch
i pull back on the moon's tugging
i whisper my own messages at the sun
i am in love with a woman who is not here
i feel the horizon as an ideal of brightness
i think of wild garden grove wandering
i dream inside the treasured river

20 December 2005

polvet golinip

;lakndgo8y2://

i'm colving and lolving still
just a revolver solving the air of fey glades
supporting dirt on naughty grey knees
say it again and again do it i dare you
know when i say it shoot and stay skybound
hey hi rise rides given not a clever teather cleaving
don knotts to cardboard cutouts twice penitant turned permanent
burntout only almost creasing freakpower high cheek borrowing
golden hairs for no shever shivering in black holes forever floatilla
en never naked go to pings flowing once in by land
twice if by thrice one christ comming up and down the tube tunic bobbing for bombinants
so cut loose and just lose yourself in sicamore creamery streams this holiday season
i say day dream it as it comes up to the bubbling surface of fate grates gracing our presents in favored pastimes
hant hesitates facing shagged downward dog known exactly where you want to be beez fleecing while
estranging second sanded weavens sure maven raved again through fenfame pillpen penpal gents going sold to
dolphin mean feats lending seven feet round these cold dark streets again
like dragged saxon misfires for the fornicating hairlip carols marked by harken charcoals passed to
hands hired for whack smack sacking and i'm hiking the catholic school girl back to camp
should she can she canned fending for herselven shelves and forty four minutes among them i ask answer
don't think so so i sown up sorta sota shoda closer than the close fit down there to tear a new one proudly saying

i can accept the bludgeoning as you get rushed
whuhsh in a blur claws to fending fence faces
crass thrush outside the mind's eye ampersand
even if i take a few on the way to my grips
you're going down i say
that's right life
you're going down

19 December 2005

the final spinal tap

kdg-29689://

this one is going to hurt she said
no no it's ok don't worry he said
how can i? it's dangerous she said
just don't look down then he said

with my axe

ldnb-2876://

! : i open it
& : it's locked
! : i open it anyway
& : how?
! : with my axe
& : it doesn't open
! : why not?

[ laughter ] ]|[*4]

they always ask me whom i want to meet
are you out there? i know you're out there
i'm madly in love with your medicine chest
but your prescriptions seem to be marked
'refills left - zero'

[ redaction ] *||55n!|

borderline _______________________ people ___ suffer from _________identity _____ ______________________________________________________ alcoholism, child abuse _________________ common, ____________________ mostly young women. originally thought to be ___________________________ neurosis__________________________________ regulation.
____________________
.frantic _____________________________ abandonment
._____________________characterized by alternating _________________________ devaluation
._______disturbance: ________________________self_________ sense of self
.recurrent _____________ gestures, ____________ or self______________
._____________ to act ____________ without _______________ consequences
._______________ any course __________________ immediate reward
.____________________ intense and unstable _______________________________________
.___________________ avoid ___________
.______________fundamentally ______ unworthy. __________________________ empty, __________ little idea __________. ______________________________________ isolated and lacking __________________________________ alone
.__________________________________ end a relationship ____________________________ fear of abandonment, ____________________extremes in order ________________________________require support __________________________________________________ choose to stay _____________________________ someone ______ exhibits ________________

reigns to pours

lagnf0276tt://

just got word my statement was ripped apart : not a start
just got word tyrell was killed on saturday night : we will miss you
just got word big red is going down to the scrap heap : bing bong goodbye sir

i refuse

njd028guw866://

in the liner notes to 'lift your skinny fists like antennas to heaven' it states : 'this tape recording was a broken road. & in the end, it was just a tentative xxxxx stagger towards the pale&holy fading light...(it was a cold and lonely winter.) so: this tape recording is the last stanza of a 3page chapter; we dedicate this stanza to quiet refusals, loud refusals and sad refusals. we dedicate it to every prisoner in the world...'

the following piece i wrote on november 26 about someone i know knew would like to know but she silently slips away like a trilavistic femto presence . i am resentful moth

i refuse
listen

brown . kite . cake . curmudgeon
slice . have . eat it too
fermented metal end the right eyetow
shadow spine in back of you

inside a little girl weaping
braving storm by the outside one
finger inside where all displacement
two at a time chose torn under sun

on the grate with 17 blankets
gigantic buried under the dirt
hide eyes behind custard
try hard not to reach out

nice touch . "you are a weakness"
shiver slide tounge undone
laugh talk for hours in the forest
tell me you might be the one

tell me . take me . feed me . love me
i refuse

touch me . peel me . feel me . tempt me
i refuse

a bruised chin sideways world ending
defending friendship sail from taint
lie down to get back right in
slip self under the gate

finger cold bricks it used to be a window
in the darkness cause you can not shine
hide and start to feel me inside you
do you feel it?

ride home as the dense fog shifting
idle . purr . ratchet . groan
torn between all your wanting
pain . fear . unknown . alone

today you choose to lose me
your mind hesitates
feeling helpless selfless
now i sit watch listen and wait

animal lust brain in wandering
psionic fruit from seeds whole sown
mashed and mixed fixed into recepticle
take a bite hum softly and grow

eat me . drink me . kiss me . suck me
i refuse

lead me . bleed me . taste me . leave me
i refuse

they all fall away
they all fall away
they all fall away
they all fall away
they all fall away
they all fall away

16 December 2005

decide deicide

a;ldng08y267://

now
flaze blazing fuzz back in the grass along toss up again
spy hot airlift tarmac cordoned off by shaded barrels
find the heliocentric metric just to prove you're still worth it . is it birthed yet?
earlier that week
slide into booth plastic leather grips your pleather as hair tilt no filter on the word
like i said before you crash and burn these signals cooked up churned sucked under barge
ha! make motion as iff you're anywhere close to martyrdom . further than the nearest star you are
one question : less or more? grip it smile and while i should have turned down the invitation
i'm told they replaced the floor because blood doesn't wash out of old wood
especially when the traders fix the price from remote afloated locations
no bother . i'll get hot and grabbing when this coil stops throbbing
through the mind like confessionals gone by the detective's wayside
a few years back
on my back again . full couch . soft lips . bright eyes
broken by key in lock door swing oh he's here with friends
bad news . breathe . time to decide . dormancy or deicide . open your mind
how fast can you think? how fast can you slide? how fast can you prepare for warfare?
you haven't trained for this one yet . new territory choke the fear down
as fast as psionic locking in the first version it all goes down
who are you? no i wasn't . screaming . start to stretch . it's coming . hop
i said let me out of this room or i'll defend myself
but no heed . even a warning didn't deter confidence as i began to be beaten
savage flailing and anger provides chink in chain finds himself groundbound
bruised organ fate traded for tumbling into kitchen betwixt three fists swinging . friend jumps in
don't you two realize i'm going for the clean knife? too late! now both cut stabbed and fallen
third in the corner holding her down reconsidering position . loyalty . rethumbing piece in pocket
she squirms . he twists . releases . pulls dark metal . i freeze . please . no . eyes down . look at your friends
time to call for help . no time for bullets . this isn't your fight . want to go to prison?
think twice . think thrice . she gets up . screaming . he glazes . pulls closer
bad move . snatch . bite . rock . spit . point . stop . heave . breathe
do not move . calm down . where is your phone? where is your phone? now! dial . please help . i'm sorry . no i don't live here
await the best better cortex rolling up throw off many bothans lain next to gravel pit . they don't tag toes onsite
in cell . await legals . blocks assembling rapidly . parts apuzzled . where was i? oh yes . things you don't know yet
my advice present time
even when fed and drawn by line and hook be prepared to grow hands from fins to choke the fisherman's throat
grab it . lift it . squeeze it . twist it . rip it . toss it to baby dragons . they are hungry . starving
this is a risk we bake in like small plastic beads on the tinfoil preheat section of the deap sea oven

15 December 2005

brood

alcng0929d89://

squid

14 December 2005

until then

hg028hw;9ctl3://

purple skies . elation identification . pain management
i'm so high right now and i haven't taken drugs in months
another long meaningfully deep conversation tonight
of life . of direction . connection and awakening . action
haji, you truly do shine . i miss you
this is a two way ear behind a six way mirror . i am amateur oracle
'more of an apprentice' mine says with wise smile abysmal eyes
she is vast wisdom . of stone . of wood . of water . of air
i am learning how to protect while passing on to the next protectors
soon we will become one with everything
a singularity of love and understanding
where nothing else matters
until then, i carry the light for growth
until then, i travel in darkness to hide my numbers
until then, i burn hot fuel inside my soul

knifemart

alkjbbg098y26://
this was sent to me as spam
i believe it is from aesop's fables

From : "Finbar Hummel"
To : "Phaedrus Staple"
Subject : Re: gymkhana

her to pieces. Woe is me, exclaimed the Doe, who have escaped from man,
only to throw myself into the mouth of a wild beast? In avoiding one
evil, care must be taken not to fall into another. The Farmer and the
Fox A FARMER, who bore a grudge against a Fox for robbing his poultry
yard, caught him at last, and being determined to take an ample revenge,
tied some rope well soaked in oil to his tail, and set it on fire. The
Fox by a strange fatality rushed to the fields of the Farmer who had
captured him. It was the time of the wheat harvest; but the Farmer
reaped nothing that year and returned home grieving sorely. The Seagull
and the Kite

13 December 2005

listening parts 1 II iii four Φ

gns09v2gpb2br0tus67rt5://

1 : ain't no sunshine
listen

ain't no sunshine when she's gone
it's not warm when she's away
ain't no sunshine when she's gone
and she's always gone too long
anytime she goes away
wonder this time where she's gone
wonder if she's going to stay
ain't no sunshine when she's gone
and this house just ain't no home
anytime she goes away
well i know i know i know i know i know i know i know i know i know
i know i know i know i know i know i know i know i know i know
i know i know i know i know i know i know i know i know
hey i outta leave the young thang alone
but there ain't no sunshine when she's gone
ain't no sunshine when she's gone
only darkness every day
ain't no sunshine when she's gone
and this house just ain't no home
anytime she goes away
anytime she goes away
anytime she goes away
anytime she goes away

~bill withers



II : 50 ways to leave your lover
listen

the problem is all inside your head she said to me
the answer is easy if you take it logically
i'd like to help you in your struggle to be free
there must be fifty ways to leave your lover

she said it's really not my habit to intrude
furthermore, i hope my meaning won't be lost or misconstrued
but i'll repeat myself at the risk of being crude
there must be fifty ways to leave your lover
fifty ways to leave your lover

you just slip out the back, jack
make a new plan, stan
you don't need to be coy, roy
just get yourself free
hop on the bus, gus
you don't need to discuss much
just drop off the key, lee
and get yourself free

she said it grieves me so to see you in such pain
i wish there was something i could do to make you smile again
i said i appreciate that and would you please explain
about the fifty ways

she said why don't we both just sleep on it tonight
and i believe in the morning you'll begin to see the light
and then she kissed me and i realized she probably was right
there must be fifty ways to leave your lover
fifty ways to leave your lover

you just slip out the back, jack
make a new plan, stan
you don't need to be coy, roy
just get yourself free
hop on the bus, gus
you don't need to discuss much
just drop off the key, lee
and get yourself free

~paul simon



iii : true love waits
listen

i'll drown my beliefs
to have you be in peace
i'll dress like your niece
and wash your swollen feet

just don't leave
don't leave

i'm not living
i'm just killing time
your tiny hands
your crazy kitten smile

just don't leave
don't leave

and true love waits
in haunted attics
and true love lives
on lollipops and crisps

just don't leave
don't leave

~radiohead



four : i believe
listen

shattered dreams, worthless years
here am i encased inside a hollow shell
life began, then was done
now i stare into a cold and empty well

the many sounds that meet our ears, the sights our eyes behold
will open up our merging hearts
and feed our empty souls

i believe when i fall in love with you it will be forever
i believe when i fall in love this time it will be forever

without despair we will share
and the joys of caring will not be replaced
what has been must never end
and with the strength we have won't be erased
when the truths of love are planted firm
they won't be hard to find
and the words of love i speak to you will echo in my mind

i believe when i fall in love with you it will be forever
i believe when i fall in love this time it will be forever

come on, let's fall in love
you're the woman i've been waiting for
come on, let's fall in love
you're the girl that i really adore
come on, let's fall in love
don't you wanna fall in love?
don't you wanna fall in love with me?

~stevie wonder



Φ : the swan
listen

[ from carnival of the animals ]

~camille saint-saëns

12 December 2005

death's head

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silken eyes tightly shut on sidewalk stepping
maybe fall astray to put a skip in it
herpetic willow melts from face faintly
suffering is indeed a hawkmoth
when it awakens from its sleep

chenille plucked from behind ear
twisted sparkly golden thread
clung to shower wall like spider eyes
suffering is indeed a hawkmoth
when it bites in the night

another day to pave
in another chute ready to load in
i survive a war without cerebration
suffering is indeed a hawkmoth
when it spreads wings inside the mind's hive

why why why
i don't know i don't get it
sad set sinking sickness
suffering is indeed a hawkmoth
when you get lost following it fluttering

11 December 2005

the long goodbye

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i open my gigantic mouth so you can peer inside
strife fought sans the fist these days
sometimes life hands you a mannequin hand
my gut feels it knows better than other organs as
heated heart jumps up into the brain

sliding shifting as if
living in quicksand or
playing in circus balls on the
edge of a great potential
will we fall in to find pure water?

swimming with 23 gifts given yes surprised
beautiful brown eyes sparkle
ties replaced by woven chaperones
comfortable green noted und doted
blend in with tinted folium

feather floating down the kiss of stardust
i wet my lips in case . i lift off
is it final? it is . it is not . it is . it is not
it wants to be stable but nothing is still
and still nothing is

broken string presentar post
practicar en un barco de vela
set sail to the emote islands
eat me . drink me . sink me
off the coast of utopia

lifeboat
afloat . adrift . alote
alight . remote . verboten
kept in . grin hid . bin fed
grade a . grate made . great sin

rented squids rarely wash up on the beach
i've hinted at the tint of my tender underbelly
don't worry about your pokings
you got what you always wanted and i mean it
you are golden

i'll practice my french for the spankings
promise
dust off your velociraptor costume and i'll dig out the robot
i am too curious what it would all be like
better than anything ever i'm sure

vocal in person forging kneading out bubbles as
resentment felt melting away from monsters awoken to breathe
left naked no aril coating this
pristine seed sleeping in
space between feelings and fins

i make
eye contact with this dream
before it cradles my warmth
sweet smell trapped internal eternally
a three day hug

i will breathe you forever
touching love like lightning
we quiver and silently wish
i look down then back up again
'dear boy'

in hand and head heart pumps swelling blood
i picture perfect arcs and empty obstacles as
i release the boomerang
i will catch you if you return
goodnight

09 December 2005

yours not mine

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. termination trains thought gedanken satellite might sit on eyeball lagrange point data
. beta sentient download into pinto painting fine art skyline sparticus came for your submarine particle theories
. calibrated laertes bandshell plucked up by giant cloud giant calipers
. reference frame vice unplugged obgyn ekg machinery teamsters oxed up yolken millikelvin millikan horse breeding on cold spots
. welcome to the highest map this one's w between v and x effects crew left their blackbody kit behind
. here's a free weekend
. don't spend it all at one time
. turn the lathe to anisotropy and check my assumptions double
. e
. troubles me you keep chanting gut in your sleep
. edna find ray to fetch my gas mask
. we're about to go down in a sea of fermi
. down below resounding sounds invariant peak from 67 rose plucked picked back up to 71 skip it don't skip it
. do what i say compute what i know
. blow like a friend when i grow
. quadrapole t-rope proposed a tale of large scales
. dragontime!
. flowing flagon
. zugyug and smashed yug nasty with a weapon
. pills start
. bills stop
. bother better hung head brother
. let's measure out the scope together
. coke in cold weather
. anyone care to slap leather with me?
. believe in drawn sorority pants tight in the ass flare in the hip such pairs separated by angle done the right way
. motsa balls and gothic girl carebares
. pleather chaps sold separately
. stop crying
. i'm just about to change the bag so step back
. define livid lap dance mechanisms characterized by pure demoted backlash devotees
. sum is one sumgum caught steeling bars up behind your teeth stuck up in the craw
. don't have to subzoom and fit proboscus considered invariant power grab by us 5 think tank members
. i'm quasi
. i shaved up
. flowed downdraft back handed brainstorm compatibility
. log cabin hat trick sanity
. call the next litmus
. witness protection plan banerjee
. boom! i'll call in the bomb threat after the concrete scatters
. brewster's millions couldn't put it all back together again
. bulk flow from the fishnets
. material girl zipped up and never seen again
. deflect the question at experimental question and answer sessions
. love thy neighbor redskin force field
. quintescence racist forced you out the resource fleeing
. what happened in 93?
. i ask for baseboard meter measured shtick saved a stitch in time when the shrapnel entered the skull sideways
. this just in
. what?
. whew it was yours and not mine

06 December 2005

phenom recon

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while i stand as a torque
go ahead . lie down
nothing but a cheap corpse resounding fin fang tastic tactics taxed
tisk it task it shame on your faxed triscuit
ground up in the munch mulch hellbound fraked
like primary colors invading poland
employ mouth unholy whole in a hole of a half dozen demon mating time
did you check it? you still don't know the half yet
felt so good and now my zygote son sprouts horns and sunken mulligans
take your passion back to riptide swingset seesaw mechanism
explanation of how you managed to flip quilted bits on me
pits from georgia peach tree fell and who lent an ear? truly
mountain steering back to ridge split silt slit glyphic guilt party
finger on clitoris barnacle story . so sorry . so sorry
you and you and you are all invited spite the spritzer
bluffing wolf blitzkrieg sagging melted ferrous partners past the cliff limit
too bad you can't spy me i'm in 1984 in the fort i built
fuzzed chairs, canopy afghans, and potato pillows break dancing
since i lacked a big or half brother no one's watching
now and again check your watch now not later 21 years past
shit! miffed! clipped! grip!
chompin at the bit to die
on the brain about it daily
nostrils smell of old big easy
pleased i arrived before sad sections
broken wall fell on the copper top refueling
like a bowl snapped at the end of a trapped snake
no ring on the finger
fraked
yes i said fraked!
for fucks sake

04 December 2005

birthday spankings

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i saw a boot get passed to a man's abdomen
apparently you're not allowed on stage
what should i do with this record, bro?
we don't have that one
two lezbians with the same name
phychologist eyeliner on the bus with no driver
lean over so i can tease your cleavage
smoke the singalong pet name for stranger angels
smell behind my ear to check the immune system
dance like yesterday had no tomorrow
never ever jam today
scotty makes me snort snuff off a stiff sniff board
abort! too late
his savage bliss sits next to champangne bottle and candle on table
twin beef
mine resides on shore of an abstract sea gift among shells, silver fork, and knife
a race to open the wrapper
maybe i packed the wrong lunch
polish blonde working coat check doesn't know chopin
gimme a god damn pen joe barks
scribbling explicit instructions
is she comming with us? no didn't ask
the mouth of a pharmacist could never be more welcoming
is she comming with us? oh yea
prescribe me something tasty
i can only dispense lilting
still a student
dispense me something sweet then
and be quick about it
find waldo in the doorway
adrian's smacked ass smacked raw
frightened patrons from our anti sandbag antics
mike bites heads off your roses
dancing like a tortured animal escaped from the manhole
shane and satchmo share an underestimated bond
among eight late night migrants packed into one frosty pickup
where's the man of the house goes the prank to old numbers with
sara happy as alive as ever and now a mother with
cory birthday boy boot bound x-ray graced with
chop move like a wood chipper crayfish
gran mal
ross your tiling is exquisite
thinkin bout gettin laid round midweek
fixin ta

02 December 2005

wish as you want

hnvb-09u3yf://

i am spectacle
to eyes ears tounge nose skin
sense me

i am receptacle
to facts and feelings
how does it all flow into me

i am synthesizer
to your dots that need connecting
where to start what's a picture

i am catalyst
to confrontation
finally talk with reality

i am threat
to boyfriend
even though he doesn't know the half

i am creator
to a world
bathed in rotting spells sleeping sentience

i am receiver
to thoughts and emotions
'what are you thinking' so you say it aloud

i am destructor
to false walls
seeing through and true

i am moth
to a meeting
wonder how i know

i am question
to the mist
where absolute truth hides

i am solvent
to pseudo info clot
connected wires dissolve petrified ships

i am human
to your chagrin
and i hurt like a compost hole

i am ghost
to your imagination
shadow imprint wailing in brain

i am solitar
to myself but not alone
many inside here to keep me warm

i am trick
to climb up and disappear
all you see a rope leading nowhere

i am man
to pass up
'i wish i was strong enough'

30 November 2005

straight & true

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as still as before the storm
animals mounting
mountains quiver
shaft nocked
string pulled
breath held
skull in sights

beware the arrow of time
unmerciful and destructive

creation is a myth

29 November 2005

below the threshold

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brilliant green broccoli
turned
lucious brown wood
turned
racing beam sun
turned
sharp eye tooth

tree looms

limbs sketched
like capillaries
inside out
carefully extracted for display
an omniscient embalmer
works invisibly

27 November 2005

walk her

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dancing with houdini held in lobbing feign brigades
dapper slapped stamp white sit wonder
wedged in mellorama elevator maps
stare me down and smile
hip swing stung up stairs eye on fresh cubs
gloves from husband hand in little girl hand
this wasn't planned but bang!

26 November 2005

like a

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i am
like a fork

i want
like a pyramid

you want
like a myriad

you are
like a cyta

we are
like a circle

we want
like a sea

24 November 2005

thanks

ghn0b98h3://

greenbean sips my wine
check out the crank . you'll love the action
girl scouts are irresistable
she can't play . she has a bad vagina
hey! i ate baby food this year
you do this when you get under the blanket
keep the banana close at hand

23 November 2005

flexelf

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perforated success

instruction on how to
have
sex on sectional couches
like flexen elves

horizons broaden as
drum of
gravy lathe turns
like silken worms

22 November 2005

nickel 56

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before you know what's in the mist, engulfed
turned upside down inhaling sparkly sharkle flakes
warm collection in the lung
melting down the heart
swelling coursing thickening vein
mind begins to wander

deposit drop off silvery sediment
stop off weight
hung and cling to organs
pull down flesh tear pool down

left lone
abandoned bandaging
damage control

fallen and sprawled on the forest floor: too heavy for the world

woke up
hardly moved the arm
shards in folds
bear your witness
thumb the bloated innards
moan . starve . think
find a pick
carve and cut
mine it out
make a mound
quick ammends
scented blood it burns

now a block of nickel lies on the frozen ground
so dense . so shiny

don't you want to wrap it in rusty plastic and dump it in the ditch?
of course you do

instead you stare at it and find reflection
metal speech
it wants inside

softly blinking you lick at it slowly

18 November 2005

molt

ngo20://

sliver of my mind
in the throes of death

plates shifting
tremor

we're about to settle
for the moment

i release love as it sinks in the water

17 November 2005

seppuku

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when you suck in strychnine

it dies too

16 November 2005

sunder under the black box sun

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last night two chairs fell in the darkness
flash rang out as palm print emulsion faded and snapped
low string hum
bellows breathe
cup slides
luggage manhandled
rack attacked with string
tape floats dancing cephalopod turned deposit
i sing into canister of silvered bible adventures
i scrape at woven patterns
wax on the shin
thin metal at my breast
i stand to salute you all
this spirit swells

14 November 2005

this is now

nhg039://

grappling anna outter amson
beautificence in inner inbox
lox liquid land redundant
gloves evolve to mittenist
come on sunday
come to on moonday
dodge the juggernaut
love the saddenists
had and held
fell i fell
shove me into dueling lushes

10 November 2005

never always

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struck this morning reading embedded text from a painting i did in 97. the author is john seidensticker : much of my life is aligned as :

always secretive ... never devious
always a killer ... never a murderer
solitary ... never alone

goaded throat

g;lkbxn0g8yu2://

dub fancy:

do three ligatures per epsilon
figure that into salapsicon
gregarious naerdoing patter party better barter on the ballot
turned garder belt chad hinging land ringing sanctions

from two recent leagals of misenthropic moturaries
sing a vulnerary offering stright from maven's hive
come to cry
sum up lumber and grunt funny sunk funky monkish cryptoasted lizst pinnings

grin from year to ear
whence the clock strikes the fantastical wrap party
put miles on your silence kept back from natural springings
ling wings on crepes loosened hastened yet fastened to cerceral internal myths

internal boilings kept like samosas inside my coast to coasters
ivy league forget me nots sewn like curtails in milton burle's backwater
lacking the illacrity of mac attacks fasting from bad karma

this suit makes me best
this booth wells with wedge
this couth slakes your hedge
this mouth slides with edge

happiness sequestered secluded yet ejected
a mexican erection for rax pestulance connected
messed gregarious nested festerings
von blister moleskin yesterists

i am a motorist on ice flow job afixings
post it to the happy life
sights benounced as my mice face
aglow with mattress uncle buddies
i slow the pace of wives and hightings

your prison is an ape
your mouth alit agape
your tout alive and ate
your rhythm fit for snakes

loss for roasters
pass the roster
lasting poser
faster faster

red town brown
white sheep gown
ground round found
hound blinks crown
down up down
up dawn down
tones groan sound
bones in mound

bottom line
connect the spline
blur fear dots
tear down tear

resurect my most
for now the soap floatings of graves newly batinaged
bandaged fandango superlative hurlings
i curl for the div
i found where i live
i'm alive in my sides of two side cars with brides
as i ride down the ocean of mates

as said old foldings will become new losses
and accost the present with foolishly mooned wounds
if you ask i will tell
sail the bell rung in twice

i know what i need to be happy
i know what i need to be happy
i know what i need to be happy
i know now i need to be happy

happy for life break happening now
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